That night after minzy left my room i had a dream and it was of super man

And he was doing what super man usually do in the big city he's alaways in  saving people

then all of a sudden a big piece of building breaks apart from a loose laser blast from the monster robot superman was fighting

and there in the way of the falling building was super man main women, lois lane!!

everyone was like "gasp!!!!! Oh my god!!!"

and of course i was like cool!

then the buidling starts crashing down faster towards lois and as soon as it about it hit her...

VOOOOSH!!!!!

in comes superman grabbing her and flying her out of the way!

 and while he has her in his arms superman flys throught the giant robot making it blow in pieces

I see everyone of superman's ty, city cheer for him, and clap as he holds lois in his arms

And, as i look at him hold her in his arms, everyone esle starts to fade away.... the image of the people suits and hats... even the sound

the streets, the buildings even the ground, Just picth blackness, except for one shining light

A shining light that was shining over superman holding lois, and I see them looking at each other as lois lays in his arms, smiling I can even feel the love a little

then they both look at me and their faces slowy change..... 

lois face turns into minds..... and superman face turns into minzy

And, it just take the good feeling i got from lois saving superman, and completey crushes my heart and bring back pain

Because it made me realize.... made me think

That Lois lane is an ordinary women in the comics, but  she still won the heart of someone, so brave, so honorable, so strong, so perfect.... so super

But,  I will never be able to do that if I was in her shoes... that i was a fool to think someone as great and more super than me, such as minzy will ever love me.

Because, in my world, Our world, and ordinary man, can never be enough to be with a super women.... A women that is better than them....

because....  because.... well.... in my world unlike the comics, the man, is the one who always have to be the hero

and if he's a loser like me, he shouldn't even think of love because it will never come.....  because... as loser is not good enough for anyone.... esepcially a super women like minzy