Falling Without You

결국 - Falling Without You

HER POV:

I sit alone in my room in dark, holding our picture crying again.  How many times have I cried to myself while you go drink your pain away?  I know that love is painful, although love is painful - I repeat it like a fool, that’s what I always do.   I look at your picture and I can’t help but smile a little because even though love is painful, the pain is beautiful, it’s the same as you.   All my hope turns into disappointment, all my hope turns into despair.  The deeper my love grows, the deeper the pain gets.  I made the mistake of thinking and hoping it’ll be different this time. 

Love is becoming too much for me to handle.  I need you here.  I scream to your picture hoping that you will answer me.  In the end, how many years would have passed? There is no such thing as forever!  In the end, were we never meant to be, because tonight I am alone again!  Barely, barely, barely – Was this relationship barely true love?  But in the end, in the end, it ends like this…I’m always alone again

You came into my life and pieced up my broken pieces to make my heart new, just like it was the first time; but now it’s filled with scars because of you.  We keep changing and now instead of speaking to me softly, you scream at me with your cold voice.  We’ve grown so far apart to the point that we are now unable to turn things back to how they were.  We linger around each other without any feelings, without any exchanged words.  It was so hard to come up with the decision of separation; but only after realizing that I was the only one trying to save this relationship…..I realized that I’m falling without you

 

HIS POV:

I lift the bottle up again and let the burning sensation flow through my throat.  I’m alone and my heart is in pain.  I am screaming at the liquor bottle hoping it will give me the answers that I am looking for.  We fought again and I left without saying a word.  You went to your room crying, I went to go drink the pain away.  In the end, whose fault was it? There is no such thing as love!  In the end, is breaking up, losing? I’m tired and I want to fall asleep.  Barely, barely, barely – Are we at the point where we can barely last?  In the end, in the end, are we becoming strangers again?  We must have became strangers again….

I came into your life and pieced up your pieces to make your heart feel like new.  You came into my life and made my heart skip a beat, just like it was the first time, but now it’s filled with scars because of you.  We keep changing; you keep changing, causing me to scream at you with my cold voice.   We’ve grown so far apart that trying to turn things back would be pointless.  We still linger around each other without any feelings and yet neither one of us makes an attempt to say a word.  It was so hard that I even agreed with the decision of separation, but only after realizing that I was the only one still in love…..I realized that I’m falling without you
 

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xxMyNameIsASecretxx
#1
Chapter 1: Aww how sad( ≧Д≦)!
GDragonVIP #2
Chapter 1: How sad. :(
Shiningshin
#3
Chapter 1: It's so sad :(( I want a happy ending. So...they were both still in love with each other but they thought it was one sided? Saaad...