Its the fourth time..

He wiped out the lip-stick stain on his sleeves, and untied his tie along with his shirt. Hovered over his bed and he closed his eyes but never went off to sleep, doesn't dare to drift into his dream. Reality was way more considerate than what was there in his conscious, those disturbing images he would change half of his soul just to clear it from his head.

They wouldn't leave, and he considered that they will ever wanted to leave his mind. Those pictures weren't clear, and they weren't even connected. Just random images floating and flashing over his head mostly every night he closed his eyes. He tried to find a psychiatrist for help, but every one of them only sighed while waving their little white flag through air. 

Sleeping was always his nightmare, but he have to obey the human natural laws as well as letting his body rest. Every night, he will have to wait till he finally couldn't go against it and naturally went to sleep. Although he'll have to be waken up by an eerie hallucination torment that occurred in his mind, but he still think it was worth then not going to sleep for his entire life. Accidentally, he closed his eyes, exhaustion took over him.

Today was different, he saw the familiar figure from his office's window again, standing in his company front door. The kid's red hair drifted with the wind, like they were doing some traditional dancing. Innocent black eyes shines with crystals but a bit of sorrow, feels like the deep down of his heart begs for a little love and care. Perfect jawline and glossy lips out-stand his pearl-like skin. 

This kid was perfect.

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