Chapter 1- 

Chen was just another freshmen college student who started in late October. The thing that separated him from all the others is that he's gay. Chen's been gay since the 9th grade. He never told anyone in fear of being bullied because of his ual orientation. Whenever Chen was in a relationship with another dude they'd keep it secret. He had a few good friends that knew he was gay and still accepted him. His friend Tao who was straight and dating Kae would sometimes get on top of Chen and kiss him. Chen liked it a lot even when his female friends Emiko, Micha and Kae would top him and kiss him. You could say Chen's biual but he only dates boys. Chen used to date Tao before they broke up. They're best buddies now and occasionally hook up every now and then. The girls can't help but get nose bleeds even when Kris would join out of jealously or loneliness. Tao and Kris are both Bi since they kiss each other.  
"Hey Jongdae! Name all the people you've dated." Emiko said.
"I dated Micha in 5th grade and had my first kiss with her in 7th. Then I dated you Emiko in the 2nd half of the 7th grade year until beginning of 9th grade. We kissed at the end of the year in 9th. Then I realized I wanted to be gay and I secretly dated Onew. We lasted two months because his mother found out and told him to end it." Chen got interrupted by Emiko.
"Wait. Wait. Wait! You dated Lee Jinki? I have a huge crush on him." Emiko blushed looking down.
"Awwwww! Onew and Emiko sitting in a tree." Micha started
"ING!" Kris shouted causing everyone to laugh.
"As I was saying." Chen continued. "Then I dated Tao for three months and here I am. Single and waiting for another man I can love unconditionally. But for now I just hide my gayness."
"Swag!" Kae giggled. "Ya know. Secretly we are gay because you're secretly gay." Chen laughed once he finally understood what Kae was talking about.  
"I know what you mean now Kae." He hugged her and she kissed him on the check. "Awww thanks."
"You're welcome. It's how I roll." Kae said.
"So who was your first boyfriend Kae?" Mi Cha asked.
Kae looked to Kris. "Kris was my first boyfriend." She smiled at Kris then to her current boyfriend Tao who was being a and saying.
"Awwwww! What a cute couple!" Tao teased.
"So since me and Kae are such a cute couple can I take her back?" Kris asked.
"No!" Tao said quickly wrapping Kae in his arms. "My Kae! Kae's all mine."
"We should all have ." Emiko said out loud thinking she was speaking in her head. Everyone looked at her when she realized she said that out loud she hid her face in her hands and blushed till she turned red as a rose. "Damn you! Me!" Chen got up and wrapped his arms around her waist.
"I'm in!" He smiled.
"Aren't you gay?" Kris asked.
"Yes I am but in bed I'm bi ual. Anyone of you can get in me." Chen smirked. "Boy or girl as long as they don't have any STD's. I want to get married and start a family one day and if I get an STD I can't." 
"As long as you stay away from easy girls and boys you'll be fine." Tao said. "If you want some from a man come get some!" Tao said lying on the bed spreading his legs. Kae jump on him.
"I get some Huang ZiTao first since he's my man." Kae said.
"I want some from Tao!" Kris begged.
" a !" Kae said.
"Once I Tao I will!" Kris shouted making everyone laugh once again.
"Now I want to put a in my mouth." Chen said. Everyone looked at him. "Hey I'm gay and proud of it." Chen smiled. "Wait now I want food in my mouth not a ." Chen laughed. "Let's go get something to eat."
"We got to attend our first day at 3pm so we may as will stop and get something to eat since this is a community college not one of those universities ones that feed you a buffet." Kae said. "I call driving." The group went to Wawa for a quick breakfast. "Hey Chen tell me a joke."
Chen smirked and said. "I love you <3!"
" I will slap you with a !" Kae said
"Where will you get the from?" Chen asked.
"I'll use the one you have up your right now." Kae said. Kris nearly spit his food out laughing. Everyone laughed Kris gave Kae a high five. 
Chen held Kae's arm in the air and shouted. "The winner! You know I really do love you right?" 
"Of course I do." Kae said giving Chen another kiss.
Chen had a flash back from 9th grade when he realize he was gay. He told a friend he was then some jerks overheard him saying he's gay and they bullied him for it. Tears started dripping down his face. He remembered how they would abuse him call him names. He heard the voices of his bullies.
"Hey look its Jongdae oops I mean JongGAY." A female voice said.
"Where you going gay boy? Out to your boyfriends ?" a male voice said. The memories were so horrible Chen started crying. Kris turned over to Chen.
"Chen what's wrong?" He asked worried.
"I remember everything!" He cried. "They abused me, called me names, picked on me all because I was gay." He struggled to talk. "One day while I was walking home two of them pulled me behind a dumpster knocked me down and started kicking me!" Chen tried to forget but the memory hurt him more. He curled up into fetal position and Tao held him trying to comfort him. "They punched me, hit me with wood and then someone came up and started beating them up. Once he beat them he tried to comfort me and I was too scared and I was crying Get away from me! Please don't hurt me! He said he wasn't going to but I was too scared so I got up and ran away from him. I tried to kill myself that day. I thought my mom wouldn't be home for another hour so I took a knife and started cutting my wrists but my mom entered the room and saw me. I told her everything and she reported it to the school and let me stay home for a few days." He cried harder. 
"Who was the boy who tried to help?" Tao asked.
"I never got his name. All I remember is he had straight black hair and big eyes. He was adorable." Chen said.
"Lee Sungmin?" Emiko asked.
"No he had orange hair at that time." Kae answered.
"I saw him a few times but was too scared to talk to him. When we graduated I was sad. I miss seeing him I wish I talked to him." Chen said. Emiko held up a picture of Xiumin.
"Is this him?" She asked.
"Yes. That's him." Chen said. "How'd you get that? What's his name?"
"His name is Kim Min-Seok. He told me to call him Xiumin." She stated. "I used to talk to him a lot before he graduated. He doesn't have a face book and refused to make one so I couldn't get in contact with him. you Min-Seok!" 
"I wish I talked to him more we could have been best friends." Chen said.
"You wanted him to be your boyfriend? Didn't you?" Emiko asked.
Chen blushed. "Yes. I fell in love with his chubby cheeks and smile and most importantly the fact he beat up bullies to save me." Chen looked out the window to see that they had pulled into the parking lot. Chen placed his book bag on his shoulders then walked with his friends into the college. Today was not only his first day but a day that will be full of surprises.