Chapter 68
God Gave Me You (BCWMH)
A/N : After you read it, Don't hate me.
Donghae's POV
Suzy open the door and walk towards me.
"sir, Mr. Lee Hyukjae wants to talk with you" she said
" tell him I'm busy" I said
"he said it's important" she said and I sigh.
" just let him go here." i said and she nodded.
Suddenly my phone ring, it's Jessica
" hello"
" oppa! Can you accompany me? I'm here at the mall" she said.
Eunhyuk enter my office and sit In front of me.
" Jess, I'm busy" I said
" I'll just call you later, bye" I said and hung up the phone.
" what are you doing here monkey?" I ask him
"just want to check on you" he said
"I'm okay" I said and he chuckle.
"I know your not fishy!" he said
"why are you here?"I ask him.
"I just want to talk about you and yoona" he said.
"I don't want to talk about it" i said and avoid his gaze.
"why are you like that?" he ask me.
"I said I don't want to talk about that" I said
"do you still love her?" he ask me and ignore my last statement.
"I hate her" I said
"that's not the answer. Do you still love her?" he ask me with emphasis.
"yes! I still love her and nothing will change!" I said
"then why are you doing this to her?"
"because I hate her!" I said
"she cheated on me. She lied to me" I said
" but you didn't know the truth" he said
"the video tells everything hyukjae!" I said
"we're over" I said
"do you really want to break up with her?" he ask me and I nodded.
"then end it like a man. Don't just leave her hanging there. You didn't say anything to her. You just ignore her" he said
"what do you want me to do?" I ask him
"if you really want to end everything, go to her and break up with her."he said
"okay" I said and he nodded.
Subin's POV
We sit around in living room staring at nothing. yoona is still up stairs in her room. We're all worried about her.
*knock knock*
" I will get it" yuri said and open the door
Eunhyuk walk in.. Followed by Donghae.
I walk closer to him "she's in her room" I said
" she doesn't eat and she rarely sleep" I added.
"she's really depress donghae" taeyeon said.
" I hope after this, she will get better" yuri said
" if you really want to end it. End it soon" I said
He silently walk inside and I close the door for their privacy.
" I really hope everything's gonna be okay" Tiffany said.
" I hope so too" I said.
Donghae's POV
I walk slowly to her room and stop in front of a door, i'm gonna see her.. The person that I always ignore , the person who always burst in tears when I push her away.. she's inside.
I open the door and widen my eyes when i see her... Like this. She sit on her bed look straight at nothing, her face is pale, her eyes are swollen, there's un touch food next to her bed.
"Yoona?"
Yoona's POV
The door open and i can see from the corner of my eye someone standing there, i bet it's subin asking me if Im okay or not. Can't they understand that I want to be alone.
"Yoona?"
A voice.. Familiar voice.. That voice, the voice that as sharp as a knife that stab me so tears keep falling.
I look up slowly to the door and it's not a dream. the face i've been wanting to see, wanting to touch, to kiss and to have is in front of me. I stand up from my bed slowly and keep looking at him.
I didn't think about it ,i just walk closer to him, i feel like i'm hypnotized but i don't care, i just walk closer to him
"i don't want to end it that way" he said and i stop my step,
"what?"
"I want to end it with you" he said.
" let's end it" he said and tears flow in my eyes non stop
"w-why? Don't you want me?" I ask him
" let's just end it" he said
"don't you love me?" I ask him again for the second time.
"I don't want to see you like this. Let's just forget each other" he said
"answer my question! Do you still love me?" I ask him desperately.
"can't you see yourself?! You look miserable!" he said
"it's because I'm not with you! That's why I'm like this" I said and tears keep streaming in my face.
"everything will be okay if we end this" he said
"why don't you believe me?" I ask him.
"I trusted you! But you break it!" he said.
"you lied to me yoona" he said
" I'm really sorry" I said and kneel down in front of him.
"yoona stand up!" he said
" I want you back! Please forgive me" I said and hold his hand.
He help me to stand up and look at me
"let's end this. I'm getting married to jessica" his words feels like a knife stab right in my chest,
"w-what? Your going to throw everything? "I ask him.
"let's end this." he said.
"answer me first" I said and he look at me in the eyes.
"d-do you s-still love m-me?" I ask with tears keep running down my face
"... No"
One word. Everything is clear. It's over. There's no more me and him, It's all over.
I didn't say anything, because i know if i open my mouth i will scream and beg him to stay and give me a second chance but i know if he do.. I will hurt him again and i don't want that
He lean closer and put his hand on the back of my head and pull me closer, he crash his lips to my forehead. I close my eyes as i feel his warm, soft, gentle lips touch my skin.
It's a goodbye kiss.
He pull away and look at me right in the eyesnefore he turn around to walk away
"Donghae.." i call him with all strengh i have, he turn around and i see his teary eyes.
He's waiting for me to say something but my lips are shaking and legs are weak
"i stll lov--"
He nodded before i finish it
"i know..." he said
My eyes give up, tears run down my face harder than before.
"can i at least hug you?" i said and he lean closer as he hug me... Tightly and i cry on his chest
The most painful hug he ever give..
A goodbye hug.
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