Pain of a Fan
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"...Have you ever had this feeling where you just wanted to break out and cry? ...Well I did, many times, actually. Sometimes I wonder why I'm actually hoping and imagining shipping us together when I'll have no chance. I really wonder. Why do I have so much feelings for someone who doesn't even know of my existence? Why do I care and love someone so much even though I'll never have a chance to be with them? Oh, right. Because I'm a fan. A fan who'll never have a chance to be with my favorite idol because of many reasons; Maybe our age difference, how far we are from each other, and the fact that my bias doesn't even know who I am but thats ok because I- or i should say WE all stand from afar, continuing to support or idols no matter what. Because after all, we truly love our idols. I might seem stupid and over exaggerating but I'm being honest. Sometimes I would do anything to be friends with my idol or even get a chance to see them in person. I really would. Then again, I look back at the other fans who might even be feeling even worse than me. The fans who love their idols more then me. The fans who would do even so much to meet them while I'm here sitting and watching them from my monitor. But I guess that's ok because we'll all stand from afar. Forever supporting our idol."
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Foreword
I just had this ijnsjnashxasd feeling and I wanted to write an angst fic, basically expressing the feelings of a true fan, which many of you are. And in this case, I've decided to use my ultimate bias, Baekhyun to express to xD Hope everyone subscribes and comments! Thank you <3
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