Pain of a Fan

Description

"...Have you ever had this feeling where you just wanted to break out and cry? ...Well I did, many times, actually. Sometimes I wonder why I'm actually hoping and imagining shipping us together when I'll have no chance. I really wonder. Why do I have so much feelings for someone who doesn't even know of my existence? Why do I care and love someone so much even though I'll never have a chance to be with them? Oh, right. Because I'm a fan. A fan who'll never have a chance to be with my favorite idol because of many reasons; Maybe our age difference, how far we are from each other, and the fact that my bias doesn't even know who I am but thats ok because I- or i should say WE all stand from afar, continuing to support or idols no matter what. Because after all, we truly love our idols. I might seem stupid and over exaggerating but I'm being honest. Sometimes I would do anything to be friends with my idol or even get a chance to see them in person. I really would. Then again, I look back at the other fans who might even be feeling even worse than me. The fans who love their idols more then me. The fans who would do even so much to meet them while I'm here sitting and watching them from my monitor. But I guess that's ok because we'll all stand from afar. Forever supporting our idol."


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Foreword

I just had this ijnsjnashxasd feeling and I wanted to write an angst fic, basically expressing the feelings of a true fan, which many of you are. And in this case, I've decided to use my ultimate bias, Baekhyun to express to xD Hope everyone subscribes and comments! Thank you <3

 

 

 

-xNerdrii
thank you LuHanRin, cierra, Chabelita, shineekim for upvoting my fic~ :3 Appreciated it :D

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razberri_100802 #1
Chapter 1: Heol
hyorakim
#2
accurate... well this is me, i mean yeah this is the reality and yeah will never stop to be there for them
jesstephi #3
Chapter 1: THE ACCURACY T__T life is just so unfair. this is so beautiful
jason_jang12 #4
Chapter 1: :) nice, beautifully done ... the lines were precise, the emotions were convey ... the words and every pieces of this essay-story churns up the readers mood ... a positive high degree of workmanship :)

the song you used was perfect ... i can't explain how nice the song worked with this it's like you gave another meaning to it... the harmony of start blends until the end

Two thumbs up !!!
adee_k
#5
Chapter 1: Damn.....beautifully accurate
iBABYz
#6
Chapter 1: once u're in, u cant get out.. IT IS SOO TRUE!
btw nice fic! i love it!
HearMeThroughMusic
#7
I'm pretty sure all of us true fans think like this.. (sasaeng fan's don't count)
MulticultureINSPIRIT
#8
Chapter 1: Oh god tears are coming
Man its so true *laughs* its so uning fair but that's how life is oh my gosh. That's how it works were the fans and their fans we'll never be more but ill continue to love them
painful--doubleyou
#9
Chapter 1: In conclusion:
YOU WRITE SO WELL. TT.TT
THIS ONESHOT IS STUNNING.
I LOVE YOU FOR WRITING THIS.
/upvotes!
painful--doubleyou
#10
Chapter 1: "Once you're in, you can't get out."
Literally. Like, Khun is my 2PM bias along with Junho, and even after hearing about his car accident, I have not stopped loving him and I read comments saying how his fans were disappointed. Instead of encouragement and acknowledging your bias is only human, you start to go against him. No. Same thing happened with Daesung, my BIGBANG bias. I'll shut up now. XD