I can’t believe that you left, I’m in denial of our break up again
I know that our separation and this moment are not dreams
But I can’t accept it, I can’t bear the reality
Come back again, this reality is like a nightmare
I need you, oh

                                                          - Alarm Clock by SHINee

I wasn't able to use this verse even though it's my favourite, so I'm putting it here. If you haven't heard the song yet, you should! - www.youtube.com/watch?v=gHmtWXnq_40

This is my first songfic, first angst piece and first Himchan fic! Hope you like this, there may be a part 2 (a reunion?) depending on the response. Critics are welcome~ :)