This whole chapter will be on Hyukjae POV ne....

The ITALIC words mean Hyukjae thought

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I painted our memories over again
The memories that started fade away back then
When you touch my heart warmly, showing me the greatest of happiness
Even it's just a bit of time, it's meaningfull

Maybe we're separated for a long time
And I thought it's enough for me to know that you're still in a same planet

But I realize...
It's you, who keep my heart with you
Give me a reason to get you back
And even our goodbye was a painfull moment.

I still remain you in my heart...
That's the beauty of you...
 

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Nobody POV

A middle age woman was falling asleep but snapped out when suddenly she heard a voice that she waited for these month.

"Ngghhh... Donghae... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

And as quickly as she could, pressed the emergency button, called the nurse and the doctor.

"A-Appa... He's awake..." She called her husband through the phone. She got the answer that he'll be there soon, before hang up.

"He'll be ok, Mrs. Lee... His critical time has passed... He's sleeping now" The doctor said while the nurse smile assured her.

"Omo... Thanks God... Thank you doctor.." And she left alone, after the doctor and his assistances went out of the room.

"Are you ok, baby..." She said whisperedly, while caressed the face of his only son.

"Ngghh... Hae ah... Mianhae... Mianhae.." The certain boy still talked in his sleep, made the woman pouted her brows, didn't catch what the boy said in his sleep.

After some minute, finally the sleeping boy's opened his eyes slowly.

"Hyukjae ah... You're awake?" Her eyes was glistening by the tears of happiness.

He squinted his eyes, tried to adjust with a light.

"Mom... Where am I?" he asked weakly.

"At hospital, Hyuk... You have a comma for almost 3 months... And thanks God, you're back-" but she couldn't continue any longer, since the second later she burst into cry.

Hyukjae pov

Wow...
I fell into comma for almost 3 months...

And now I really felt guilty, since my mom cried harder beside me.

"M-mom... I'm sorry for make you this worry..."  I said sincerely.

I hold her hand and caressed it softly.

"I-it's ok, Hyuk baby.... I just being emotional..."

We stay silent, just for remain this moment together.

"Hyuk..." Mom decided to break the silent while I stare as her questioningly, "who is Donghae?" And hearing that name again makes me gasp surprisedly.

"H-how can you know th-that name?"

My mom sighed, "you're calling that name in your sleep just now..."

I closed my eyes...

"I've take a stupid path, mom... I hurt someone who loves me more than anything..." I mumble softly, but enough to make my mom face looks confused.

"Is it about Hyo?"

I shook my head, "no... It's about Donghae... He loves me, but I was too blind with my love for Hyo..." I continue.

"But you love her, right?" She looks puzzle with my words.

......

"Yes... Before she ask me for broke up... And I thought I'm still in love with Hyo... But actually not..." I explained.

My mom nods, understand.

Yes...

I broke up with Hae, because my ex girlfriend, Hyorin, ask me to come back to her.

I feel so excited when she back with me, back then.
And I left Hae just like that...

But... I feel strange...
I'm not that in love with Hyo anymore...

Then I heard that Hae already has a fiancee.

Everything went blur...

And all I can think is...

His love that he always poured on me...

His care for he always be right there when I need him...

I just can't let other guy have him...

But I can't do something... I betrayed him...
He must be hate me...

That's when I decided to commit suicide...

"Hyukk..." Suddenly someone barked inside.

Oh, that's my dad.

"Aigooo... Why so stupid commited suicide, pabo" he hugs me tightly, and I heard him sobbed.

"M-mianhae, appa..." I just can't say more than that, I feel so stupid and ashame right now.

Why should I broke up with Hae just for Hyo, for the first place.
 

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Today is Siwon's Wedding day.
I'm still in a relationship with Hyo, so that she will be my partner for attend Siwon's Wedding party.

Hae...

I Wish you are the one who accompanying me now...

I chuckle bitterly...

If it's possible...
If I have the second chance...
I will never let you go again, Hae...

God, will you grant my wish?

"Oppaa... Are you ready?" Hyo knock on my door, impatiently.

"Yes... Wait down stair... I'll be there in minutes.." I said, then sighed heavily.

Hae...
I already have Hyo...
But why I always thinking of you??

After I fixed my hair, I climb down stair then headed to my car with Hyo.

"Oppa... How do I look?" Hyo asked me, tried to make me speak something.

I smile, but not even took a glance at her, "nice..." I said, compliment her.

Finally we're arrived at big building where Siwon held his wedding party.

Right when I enter the gate, I saw him with someone else...

Gosh... I didn't think that I'll met him here.
Is this a second chance that you gave, God?

"Oppa?? Why are you stunned like that... Let's go find a parking lot..." Hyorin snap me out of my mind.

I only nod weakly.

Should I come in? Or it's better that I went home right away?

But I decided that I need to attend this party.

It's my bestfriend wedding...

After parked my car on the empty parking lot, I quickly wallk in to the building.

And just like my eyes were set for Hae's presence, I can find him that easily.

He's always beautiful as before, but he looks so thin compared back then.

Is it because of me?

I feel that my heart leap in hope...

A minute later, my eyes just getting wide, then I clench my fist when I saw that guy wrap his ing hand on Hae's waist.

I decided to turn my body, back facing them, so that I can control myself.

But after some minutes talking about random things with Hyo, I just can't help but keep glancing at where Hae was standing.

Well... Where's he?

I didn't see him on his previous spot.

I rummage the ballroom quietly, and found him standing behind me, only a meter more from me.

I stare at him, amused by his charming aura and his beautiful face.

He's always be my beautiful one...

I can't believe that I ever left him and hurt him before.

What a stupid me.

A second later, his eyes met mine, I tried to smile, but a fear in his eyes makes me hurt so much.

I can see his lips formed a word 'Hyukkie'.

Did he hate me that much?

I chuckle bitterly,
Of course, you pabo...

But my heart just can't hold my desire anymore.

I need to tell him my sorry...
I need to tell him my love...
I need to tell him everything...

And that's why I'll fight to take him back now.

I sent Hyo back to my car first, then run again to find my precious one.

I run run and run...
But I couldn't find him...

I run back to my car, but finally I saw him.

"Haeee" I called him loudly.

But he keep walk away, and fasten his steps.

I can't and I won't give up...

And my eyes widened when they stop and that ing tried to kiss Hae...

"YAH!!! STAY AWAY FROM HIM!!!" I shouted at them practically.

Before he could touch Hae's lips, I throw my fist on him.

Donghae try to stop me, and said that we're over.

It's just like a salt on my wound.
 

Hurt.

Is this what you feel Hae, when I leave you?
 

But I just can't stop here.

I grab his arms forcefully, but not too hard, since I won't hurt him anymore.

And for that I receive a hard punch on my face from that guy.

I landed on my back, and I felt my cheek's burning from the punch.

Hae tried to calm that guy down, and walk away, left me on the ground.

I tried to stand up...
 

I need to take him back...

Hae, please...

"Hae... I miss you..." I said with every strenght that still left.

And I know he heard me, since he stunned on his spot, make a bigger distance between him and that guy.

I take the chance to grab him and run to my car, as fast as I can.

"No, Hyuk!! Put me down!!!" He shouted at me, but I just ignore him.

No way I can let you go again...

That guy left behind...

Thanks God...
I manage to go to my car, set Hae on a front seat, then quickly drive away.

"Hae..."
"Don't 'Hae' me... What's this about?? And your girlfriend is here too?? What are you thinking about, Hyukjae??" He snapped me.

!
I forget Hyo still here...
But well... I can careless about her...

"Who's that guy?" I asked curious.
"My fiancee..." He said shortly.

I tighten my grip on my car wheel, tried to manage and control my emotion.

I sent Hyo first before sent Hae home, need to finish some matter with Hyo, our relationship.

And I had a hard slap on my face from Hyorin and a punch on my tummy from her dad, for make his daughter back home crying.

I'll accept whatever it is...
I just need my Hae back to me...
I just need him...

I palm my tummy, tried to hold the pain, then headed to my car.

I sat on my seat, while Hae stare at me in surprised.

"Omo... Hyuk... What happen with your cheeks..." He ask and... Omo... He caressed my cheek softly.

"Just something I deserve..."

I inhale a bit before starting everything that I wanna tell him.

"Hae... I'm sorry..." I hesitated.

Even I can feel that this sorry isn't enough to convince him.

"I'm just lost my thought when we broke up..." I said bluntly.

I know when I first met him, I still in a time when I can't getting over Hyorin.
I do like Hae, but I still had a hope that Hyo will back to me.
So that when she wants me back, I just thought like 'ahh... This is the time that I've been waiting for' without thinking about Hae.

"Hae... I do love you... I thought I still love my ex girlfriend, when she said that she want me back to her, I felt so happy... But when the time running... I felt something missing... Something's not right..." I continue, but Hae still silent.

"Hae... I know I'm wrong..."

Yeah, it's TOTALLY WRONG hyuk!!!

"Hae... Please... Say someth-"

SLAP!
He slapped on my cheek.

"You're the worst, Lee Hyukjae!! You're playing with my heart!! You're the one who throw it away?? How can you expect me to be with you once again???" He burst in anger.

At least he say something.

"Yes Hae...I admit it...  I'm the worst... I hurt you too much... Whatever you said... I just realize... That my heart is gone... Someone must keep my heart... And I found it in you..." I said to him, sincerely, from the deepest of my heart.

I just want you back, Hae.
I didn't feel something like this for other person but YOU, Hae...

And when I met you today...
I know now... Who keep my heart...

"I'm not!" He sulked.

Aigo... Still cute like before...

And I know, he already calm his heart down.

"Yes you are" I whispered.

"No..." He mumble softly.

"Baby-" I tried...

"Don't 'baby' m-"
"Please forgive me..." I continued.

Please baby...
Give me another chance.

"Hae... Pleaseee... I have my hard time too... And I need to go to German for the sake of my life...and I wont lose you twice when I had this chance once again..." I tried to convince him once more.

He widen his eyes, "For what?"

And I told him the whole story about me having a comma for 3 months.

And he cried harder, without me knowing what the reason he cried.

"Ssshhh" I his hair softly then lift his face, facing me.

It's closer enough just to kiss him.

"Hae..." I called him whisperedly.
My breathe just unsteady.

I miss those lips.

"Be my baby, once again, please..."
He said nothing, so that I lean closer and captured his soft lips.

A seconds later, he kissed me back.

Finally he kissed me back!!!!
It's worth ran faster than ever...
It's worth I'm back to my sense...
And it's worth to have him in my arms once again...

After some minutes, I pull back away, stared at his beautiful brown eyes.

"Is it a yes?" I confirmed.

"You still need to ask it?" He pretend to sulk.

I feel my heart leap in happiness.

This is the moment that I craving, I never feel this way with others...

Lee Donghae...

I'll make sure that I'll make you the happiest man in this world.

Just like you always make me the happiest man before...

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Hi ^_^

Sorry for the late update..

and I'm still not update my "secretary" story -__-

And i just thought that maybe i need to make this Hyukjae POV part... so that we can see it from the Hyuk stated.

Even still... Hyukjae's just being so stupid... he's just covered by the feeling that he still can't get over Hyo when he met Hae, so that he couldn't see the love that Hae's poured on him.

It's like when we already hate someone to the bone, whatever that person make something lovely to us, we just can't see the lovely thing that the person want to give to us... rite?? Hope you all like this part,you, my lovely reader.

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