the ITALIC words mean Donghae thought

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PART 1

Donghae pov

Mom's got me a fiancee.

And we'll marry 6 month later.
It's on December 31.

For these 1 year 6 months I spent all my days in my room.
Not really locked myself or became an introvert.

I'm still having fun with my friends.
I'm still laughing all days with them.

But I always end up crying in my room, everynight.

And I cried in my car everytime I drive alone.

I still have my hope that everything was just happen is only a dream...
 

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Yunho hyung.
That's my fiancee.

He's charming.
Handsome.
And he loves me.

But he knows...
My heart don't belong to him.
And he tried to understand.

Even...
He want to marry me just so that he can take care of me.

What an unequal feeling we have.

I tried to love him.
But I just can't.

"Hae... You're daydreaming again..."
"Ah... Yunho hyung... Mianhae... What do you say?" I asked again.

We're in a jewelery shop now, Yunho hyung take me to choose a wedding ring.

He smile warmly, then hug me.
"I just ask if you like one of the rings here... Which one?" He asked again, while let go his hug and show me some of the rings.

"H-hyung... Y-you know I'll accept everything that you choose..." I whine to him, cause him chuckle then pinch my cheek.

"Just this one Hae.. Choose it for us"

US...
Now, the 'US' words mean me and Yunho hyung.

"N-ne..." Then I choose one of them that looks so beautiful and match with the suit later.

"Ok... Let them wrapped it, Hae... I need to take you back to your home" he said while peck my forehead lovingly. I nod agreed.

"Donghae ah... Let's have a date thisSsaturday..." He ask while cupped my face.

"H-hyung... Saturday, I'll go to a wedding party. My best friend finally married..." I said.

"And who's that?"
"Siwon and Kibum..."

"Can I accompanying you?" He asked with his puppy eyes.

I chuckle, "sure".

@saturday

"Hae... You're handsome..." Suddenly umma Hug me from behind, snuggle closer on my back.

I chuckle for her compliment.

"Well... Thank you, mom... That's why Hyuk- ah no...nothing..."

I hung my head down.
Damn!
I nearly called his name again.

I can hear my mom sighed heavily.

"Hae... Just forget that guy... You have Yunho now... I won't him heard that you called that guy name... He'll be miss understanding..." Umma scolded me, softly.

I nod, "I'm sorry..." I muttered, then I excuse my mom then walk out of the room, headed to my room.

My eyes just can't hold my tears anymore.

But, I bumped on someone that caught my body quickly before I move away.

"Baby..."

I lift my head with my now teary eyes.

"Y-Yunho hyung..."
"Omo... Hae, what's wrong? Why you cry just now?" He said while guide me back to my room.
He sit me on my bed while I sobbed silently.

"Hae... Why you cried? I thought you're happy that your best friend were gonna be married today.."

I nodded, "I d-do h-happy, h-hyung..."

"So, why you cried? Did you remembering your ex again??" He asked bluntly, makes me gasp.
"It's ok, Hae... Just cried your heart out..." He hugs me and soothe me, while I cried hardly in his embrace.

"Do you still wanna go? Or we better spent our time in your room?"

"No, hyung... Let's go..." I smile while erase the trace of the tears on my cheeks, "wanna wash my face first, hyung..." He nod, then I let go his arms and headed to bathroom.
 

After some minute I prepared myself, then I and Yunho hyung headed downstairs.

"See you auntie... I'll take care of my baby..." Yunho hyung said to my mom, thus makes my mom chuckle hear it.

I just sent her a faint smile.

Hyukkie... Why you do this to me...

"Come on, Hae..." I nod then headed to his car.

Yunho hyung keep hold my hand and squeeze it sometimes, while I just keep smile a bit to his act.

I think this is not gonna work...
Our relationship...

Should I ask him that thing...

-Flashback-

It's already 1 years since Hyukkie left me.

And my mom told me that tonight, we'll have a guest.

They're my dad's bestfriend.

"Haeee... They're coming..." Mom shouted from down stairs.

"A minute, mom..." I quickly wore my jeans and my shirt then headed to living room.

"Ahhh... Here's my first son..." Dad introduced me to his guests.

I flashed them my polite smile then shake hand to them.

But when I extended my hand to a tall guy, he said loudly, enough to make everyone gasped.

"You're beautiful..."

I widen my eyes, then blushed.

"O-omoo... You two better know each other ne..." And all of them nodded agreed.

A week after our first meeting, that tall guy come over my home.

Oh, his name is Yunho.

And he's 5 years older than me.

"I love you, Donghae... Please be my love..." He suddenly said, in the middle of our friendly conversation, in my room.

"H-hyung... I thought you understand, that I'm not ready for a new relationship-"

"I know, Hae... Just try it... If you still can't loving me, then you can ask me to break up... Please..." He pleaded.

Without me know, my head moved up and down.

Just agreed tried to be his boyfriend.

-end of flashback-

I sighed.
I won't hurt his feeling.
He love me this sincere, yet I can't even show him an equal love as he gave to me.

I think I should move on...
Quickly...

"Hae... We're arrived 5 minutes ago... But you still daydreaming..." Yunho hyung caressed my cheek, makes me snap out of my daydreaming.

"U-uh.. Ohh... Mi-mianhae, hyung..."

He smile at me, then walk out, headed to my door, and opened it for me, "shall we?"

I nodded, let them hold my hand and headed to the building.

Without me knowing...
Someone watch me from afar...

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Well... no eunhae for now... 

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