When Sungyeol appeared on my sight, his eyes showed how confused he is by the amount of people and government officials in the airport “What happened?” he asked me “Sungjong’s plane was bombed, he’s dead” he stared at me like I was crazy, he then softened his eyes “Where do you want to go?” he asked “Sungjong’s apartment” I said with a heavy heart. I got in his car and he started to drive –Sungjong

“You’re kidding right? Jong-ah~ don’t joke around like this, it’s not funny” the small eyed man said with shaky voice “No, I’m not kidding” I said seriously “What do you remember? The last time before you passed out?” he asked “Uhm~ I think I was in Australia having my vacation, but I did remember telling my father if I could live? In Korea” I said with doubt “Oh Sungyeol” he mumbled –Sungjong

“Why do you like to go to Sungjong’s?” I ignored Sungyeol “Why are so quite than usual?” I still ignored him. Through the ride, I can hear Sungyeol’s endless words but nothing ever came inside my head, because you know what? SUNGJONG invaded my mind~ HE ing wouldn’t leave me “Why are you even bothering to go to Sungjong’s place?” “CAN’T YOU JUST SHUT UP AND DRIVE? CAN’T YOU SEE……..can’t you see…………I’M SUFFERING?” I can felt hot tears roll my eyes. “Now can you feel it huh? The he’s been through because of you? Because of your insensitivity that’s what he’s been feeling, chest tightening, endless tears……..heartbroken?” Sungyeol spat –Myungsoo

“Oh no~ this is not happening” the small eyes guy mumbled “Is it?” he turned his head towards me and I just returned it with a sheepish smile “Argh~ why the hell did that choding have to hit you that hard?” I flung his hands above his head in desperation and fell in the bed. I crawled towards him “What’s your name?” I asked and he just blinked then he whined “Aie~ why does it suppose to happen to me?” he mumbled quite loud “Ahem~” I faked a cough “Mian~ I am your hyung, Sunggyu hyung and I have been with you since last year where you suddenly became our friend” I forced a smile “Uhm~ thank you?”…………………..silence………………. –Sungjong

And just like how Sungyeol’s words come out so true, it slapped me in the face, really hard. How can I ever bring the time back? The times I have been with him are the most precious, why did I notice it now? The pain that my heart feels whenever I accidentally call his name out loud when I had something to show him, that’s what went missing, him. All effin along, he is the missing part of me, and that missing part of me now is lost, forever. GOD DAMNED YOU TO HELL KIM MYUNGSOO –Myungsoo

A short chapter for all of you~