I was sitting on one of the airport benches, while they handed me a cup of coffee saying “You are in total shock son, you need this” but I don’t need this, I don’t need nothing! I NEED LEE SUNGJONG. God damn it –Myungsoo

When they noticed that I’m awake, a tall guy kneeled beside on the bed “I’m really, really sorry Jongie, it’s just that, when you texted Myungsoo to come to the rooftop, we knew he wouldn’t come, so I decided to come there and I saw your recorder and believe me, Myungsoo loves you so much, much, much more than her.” he chanted –Sungjong

I fell like killing myself now. I knew it was all my fault, if I had just went there and talked everything through, I know we can work it out, I knew him and I knew I couldn’t stay mad at him that long, even if he burned all my plaid shirt collection, I couldn’t afford to scold him. Why am I so stupid for noticing it just now? I decided to text Sungyeol to pick me here and even if I had brought my car, I knew I would just end up killing myself and I couldn’t let my parents see me like this so I decided to text them that I will be sleeping over at Sungyeol’s –Myungsoo

“Jongie please forgive me” the tall guy begged but I don’t know how to react, I don’t know him but he seems so familiar. “Sunggyu hyung, L texted me, he wanted me to go fetch him in the airport” he called out, then a guy with small eyes came in “Please take care of him, arraso hyung?” he asked, and he nodded and the tall guy went off -Sungjong

I was still on the bench, thinking back to what he said in the recorder. Did he really love me? “Of course you idiot” my conscience answered. Then why did he leave me? “Can’t you see? He’s in pain because you are in another woman’s embrace because he loved you”. But I never even loved her. “Then why are you with her?” Because I don’t like how I fell towards him “That feeling was love you idiot” his conscience argued, then it all started to sink, he loves me, I love him but I denied it and went to another girl’s uncaring hands. Our love story was perfect, absolutely perfect, if I had just accepted my feelings. God damn it –Myungsoo

“Are you really that mad at us that you’re not even talking to us?” I pushed myself up so I can sit “We’re really sorry okay, we knew this was going to happen but we didn’t know that you would actually leave Korea and go back to California with your family” the small eye guy sighed. I was lack of words, why does he know that my family is in California? And what am I even doing here in Korea? Aren’t I supposed to be in Australia? Having my vacation? “I’m sorry, I think I’m still in shock but the thing is……………I don’t even know you” I rubbed the back of my neck while his eyes grew a bit bigger than normal –Sungjong

When Sungyeol appeared on my sight, his eyes showed how confused he is by the amount of people and government officials in the airport “What happened?” he asked me “Sungjong’s plane was bombed, he’s dead” he stared at me like I was crazy, he then softened his eyes “Where do you want to go?” he asked “Sungjong’s apartment” I said with a heavy heart. I got in his car and he started to drive –Sungjong

“You’re kidding right? Jong-ah~ don’t joke around like this, it’s not funny” the small eyed man said with shaky voice “No, I’m not kidding” I said seriously “What do you remember? The last time before you passed out?” he asked “Uhm~ I think I was in Australia having my vacation, but I did remember telling my father if I could live? In Korea” I said with doubt “Oh Sungyeol” he mumbled –Sungjong 

Sorry for the late update mah friends~

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