CHAPTER THREE
JUST STUPID MEI am wrong, you're too attached to her shadow, so I could not pull you out, how strong I've tried, I'm fail. Just only 2 days later, you and her become a lovely couple again, more romantic than before I guess. I became tired. And finally I realize. I’m fool, I’m fool who only sees you.
3 MONTHS LATER
-when the graduation –
Congratulations donghae!
You succeed!
Are you remember our deal 3 month ago?
If you are not, it will no problem
And I guess you're not.
I'm still happy ,because you can past this examination
Should I congrats you directly?
Ah that’s you , you looks so happy
I walk toward you, but suddenly my steps stop
Because you kiss your girlfriend in front of me
Watching you kiss her makes my heart aches more
My tears falling down to my cheeks slowly
I turn back and run
I know this will happen
But i never ready to see
From the start i should not looking for you to give congratulation
Because it is not important for you, right ?
Because you have her
She who the one can make you happy
She who the one you want
And She isn't me
She who I envied from the safe distance
I wish I was her. But I must face the reality
I never thought that love was wrong. it is so ridiculus if I have fantasy you will turn back to me and we will together. I realize you would never be mine
I love you. Three words that I can only whisper behind your back.
Forgive me for being like this.
Forgive me who love you.
This isn't a fairy tale
There no a fairy who will help me
I don't have courage to hope my story will have a happy ending
And Finally,I will create my own ending to my story
And I choose to move on
Maybe I can't forget my feelings towards you
But I promise I will be fine to live without you
I never blame you to come to my life
I am happy because I have this feeling
Goodbye Donghae
I hope we meet again someday in somewhere in another life
And you must know I’m still at the same place
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