ALL JESSICA JUNG POV

LOVE, simple words but not easy to understand.

Have you ever love someone? Yes I have, and he is my calssmate. Donghae.

His name make me become fluttery. Seeing his face make my day complete. His smile is my sunshine everyday. His voice is my oxygen . And i realize  i falling in love

And he’s there talking to his friend.I see him from behind like this, I feel happy.

Sometimes I ask myself why I fall in love with a guy like him?

But I never get answer, I just love him,because he is donghae.

But suddenly the thunders and lightening come along,  my bright day become a rainy day.

I always wait for the rainbow but it never come. Because I realize my expectation about you is too high. It just like a duck who want become a swan. I see in your eyes there is someone else special. I am helplessly. Donghae seems untouchable.

In some moments you right here with me but your heart belongs to her. I know how hard I try I am never  seen by you. I will forget this feeling. I must.

My friend said I would find someone who deserve for me  in another life, but I doubt I will love another you.

LOVE.

I never thought that love would hurt me as much as like this.

We both fall in love but why only me who hurts a lot?

The moments when I see you with your girl

I feel my heart broke into pieces

I passed in front you ,I pretend not to see you. But

"Jessica"  you called me

Happy ? Of course I am happy because you call me. But that happiness fade away , because you were there with her holding hands each other. I just smiled and walked away. I try my best to holding back my tears so you can't see the pain behind my smile.

I know there's no way. But I hope someday I was her