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Dear MyungSoo,

 

I just want to let you know that I'm glad that we're friends. I'm lucky to have you as my friend. A smart friend. A good friend. My best friend.

But you know what? I am sick.

Sick and tired.

 

Sick and tired of being "your sidekick".

Everytime we go together, I hear people whispering about me. That I don't deserve to be your friend. That I'm just ruining your image. 

 

And you know what I realized after looking at myself in the mirror? I realized that they're right.

 

I'm just a normal girl.

I'm just another girl.

I'm not smart. I'm not pretty. I'm not talented. I'm clumsy. I don't even have other friends besides you.

For short,

I'm just a bother to you.

 

You'll only end up being hurt if I'm still going to be your friend. You're heaven and I'm earth. I'm just destroying your perfect image.

 

And I'll be honest.

I feel insecure when I'm around you.

I feel like, I'm being underestimated by everyone when I'm around you.

 

I'm jealous of you.

 

Why?

 

You have a perfect life.

 

...I didn't even get to taste heaven, unlike you.

 

 

So I decided to end this now.

 

I like you MyungSoo, but I'm not good enough for you. I'm just too plain. 

 

I hope you understand.

 

 

 

Signed,

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