"I didn’t even get the chance to see him, one last time. I just sent him away."
*Based on the song of the same title by JYJ, if you haven't seen it, I highly recommend you do. Although it will have massive spoilers. Just warning you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yAeSxeBcCeY
Kim Jonghyun was a busy man, he'd always been a busy man.
Spending most of his time at a job that he loved sure had it's benefits- he had a big house, a fancy car and plenty of cash to spare. But what happens when his job causes him to lose sight of the one thing that matters most to him; his gorgeous boyfriend Key? What happens when one argument pushes the relationship to it's edge and Key walks out?
Suddenly, Jonghyun found his goal in life was to no longer hold on to a big-time job, or save a relationship, but save a life that meant the world to him.
Trailer-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zh73dDq-enU&feature=channel&list=UL
Made by the incredibly talented SimplyPure1009, who was actually requested to make it by a dear friend of mine. Girls, I can't thank you enough.
A/N I'm not sure how much justice I do the story of 'In Heaven' or how well this is actually written, but I hope you enjoy it all the same. Plenty of Jongkey goodness, fluff and a teeny tiny bit of to come.
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Let me know what you think. Critsim is highly appreciated ~
“I’m going to leave now.” He said simply.
Key’s arms were folded tightly over his chest, his head was hung low and his bag was pressed up against the front door.
“Don’t leave. Don‘t.” I protested.
No matter how serious he looked or how empty his swollen eyes were as he stared at the floor, I couldn’t silence the voice screaming at me that he was only bluffing. Last night was just another argument, just another fight. Key and I fought all the time, it was just what we did. He loved me, I loved him. I’d always loved him.
Shaking my head, I made my way over to him. I put my hand on Key’s cold cheek and tried to wipe away his tears. But he flashed his head away in a second, as if my touch was some kind of contagious disease. I watched his hand creep to the shiny door handle. I felt sick.
“I’m going to come back…” Key looked up at me, his deep brown eyes were washed with tears, his voice a cracked whisper, “so-”
“You’re a liar.” I scoffed, “you’re a lair.”
“No!” He snapped at me. The timid little mouse that he was before was now a raging lion. It was as if all that sadness had evaporated to rage in a second. He was red in the face, tears streaming down his face. Even when he was this ugly, I couldn’t help but notice he was still so beautiful. Kim Kibum was my angel, he was always going to be, even when he was threatening to leave me, “Don’t you know how much I love you?”
“Can’t you show that love to me now?”
A cold sweat had come over my body, I just felt numb. I felt as if I was begging him to love me again- it felt as if he really was a lair. If I thought it’d do me any good, I think I probably would have got on my knees and begged him to stay.
But he was stubborn.
He’d never listen.
But that… that was just another thing I loved about him, his recklessness, his passionate ways, the way he threw so much emotion into everything; Including our relationship. But that was a blessing and a curse.
He finally stopped fumbling with the door handle and slowly turned it. He was just a few steps from walking out of my life entirely. My head suddenly started to spin. There had to be something I could say, something that no one else in the world had ever said before to save this situation. I opened my mouth, but nothing other than a deflated sigh left my lips.
“I love you.” He said, taking my hand and giving it one last squeeze. I still got the same tingle I always had at his skin against mine. But I knew that was the last time I’d ever feel that electricity, because with that, with those three words, before I even had the chance to blink, he had stepped out into the deep white snow and into the big, wide world.
Cold and alone.
The door shutting echoed through the house like a gunshot. I fell to the floor, a wounded solider. I tucked my knees up to my chest and didn’t even attempt to subdue the tears that were streaming down my face.
“Can’t we love again?”
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