I see you again
LOVE... maybe??.. I dont know!You became tired of waiting and waiting, it feels like waiting for nothing
Many days, weeks, months of investigation have passed, but still, no good news
You lose hope, and decided to let go and give up, you decided to start a new life
But Boyfriend never, even you bestfriend Yukhee persuade you to not lose hope, they still find ways to find Minwoo
You just ignore them and follow what you decided
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"Jaeyin ah, are you coming?" Donghyun asked you in your dorm
"Ow, oppa, Where are you going?" you asked and smiled
"Where going to the hospital where they said Minwoo was brought after the accident" Donghyun said
"So are you coming?" Jeongmin added
"Arent you guys tired?" you said and your smile fades
"What do you mean?" Kwangmin asked
"arent you tired of finding an answer on a unanswerable question? come on, its been months" you said
Boyfriend is shocked about what you say
"Of course were not tired of finding the person who is very important to us" Kwangmin said, you became silent
"I know he's important to you Jaeyin, and if you really want to see him again, giving up is not the way" he added
"Kwangmin" Donghyun said and hold his shoulders, Kwangmin shook his head and walked away
You became guilty, What Kwangmin said, is the truth, Everyone became silent and looked at you
"Huh.. okay, im now the bad guy" you sighed and leaned your head on the sofa
"Jaeyin ah.. you know... this time... I agree with Kwangmin" Youngmin said
Donghyun sat beside you
"Jaeyin ah, where doing this not for ourselves and for Boyfriend, but also.. for you, we know how much you love him, and how much you been hurt when he's gone, but.. if youre acting like you dont care anymore, where will we find some encouragement to find him" Donghyun said to you calmly
You just remained silent
"We care Jaeyin, if we dont care, We should be not wasting our time finding him and just start a new life and forget the Minwoo exists, But.. we dont, we still working to find him" He said
"Me too..." you said
"Jaeyin?" He asked
"I care too, but, its long enough... How can you be sure he... lived after the accident... What if hes already-" you were about to saying anything, but Donghyun shush you
"Dont say that Jaeyin, He's alive" he said
"How do you know" you asked
"Ive just known" he said and smiled
"So lets do a promise here" Hyunseong said
You looked up at him, he sat beside you
"Lets do a promise, Dont lose hope, and lets find for him together, Jaeyin, youre not alone, Where here, where here for you" he said and smiled
That was the first time you saw Hyunseong like that
"He will be back, we promise" he said
You looked at Boyfriend and smiled
"Im sorry... for being weak" you said and lowered your head
"Im sorry, I know if I care, even how long it will take, I will still wait, but.. I became weak and lose hope, I.. Im" you said
"Its okay" Boyfriend said and smiled
"So are you coming?" They asked
"No." you simply said
"What??!!" they said surprised
"I cant... Today is my schedule for my comeback shooting..." you said
"Ohh.." they said
"Im sorry I cant come" you said
"DOnt worry, we'll inform you" they said and left, you also left for your shooting
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Youre shooting for today is a special one, its not in the studio, But the staff organize to shoot in a beautiful garden
You think youve been on that garden before, But you dont remember when it was
Suddenly the staff takes you to a bench where there was a wonderful fountain at the background, There when memories comes to replay on your mind
Thats the garden where Minwoo proposed to you
While the stylist getting you ready, you dont think anything but thinking about the past
You became worried, you thought maybe Minwoo was just near
"Youre finished Miss Jaeyin, you can proceed to your shoot now" the stylist said
You dont know she's talking to you, you just became silent
"Miss Jaeyin" she said waving her hand infront of you
"Oh" you snapped back into reality
"I said youre ready to shoot now" she said
"Oh, okay, thanks" you said and smiled, you get ready
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"And this is Park Jaeyin ah, Finally Back in The Star Show! Thanks for patiently waiting for me! I'll work hard!" you said happily and signed a Hwaiting sign at the end
"And cut!" the director said
The stylists and staffs crowded you, they gave you water and gave you some retouch
"Im okay, thanks" you said and smiled, they stop crowding you
The director walked close to you
"So, How are you know Miss Jaeyin?" he asked
"Well, im okay, physically" you said then faked a laugh
"I heard what happened, I hope you find Minwoo-goon soon, even,its been months his missing" the director said
"Thank you" you said and bowed, he also bowed
"Okay! Lets take firs a break!" The director said and left
You decided to take a walk at the beautiful scene
You crossed the wonderful garden and admired the wonderful view
Jaeyin's POV
Memories came back, instead of being sad, Im just being happy and refreshing the memories I have with Minwoo
I was crossing the garden, there were many people though, they greeting me and it feels so good
I sat at a bench and a group of girls suddenly crowded me
"Unnie! Unnie! Can I take your autograph?" one girl said
"Unnie youre so cool" another said
I offered them what they want and give them a sweet smile, as I talk to them, someone cought my eye
Someone that I didnt expect, But... is it really?
"Uhmm Excuse me, I will just look at something" I excused myself to the crowd
I saw a familiar shape sitting at the side of a fountain
I slowly walked closely to him
"Minwoo ah..." I whispered and my eyes widened
I walked in front of him, he's really Minwoo
"M-minwoo ah" I said, I felt something unusual inside of me, I feel many emotions
Im in front of him, but he just stare, It like he dont see me infront of him
"So... youre still alive huh?" I said and crossed my arms
"J-jaeyin ah?" he said
"Oh, You remembered me? So amazing" I said sarcastically
He didnt say a thing, but he smiled, his smile was faint, you can feel pain in his smile
"Y-youre... here..." he said
"Why..." I said
"I-im sorry" he said
"Why did you leave me alone for this long, Why didnt you find me?! Why?!" I said, im getting emotional
"Jaeyin ah... forget me.. please.." he said, I was shocked
"What?!" I said, he just silent
"First you leave me for a long time, now, you wanted me to forget you?!" I said
"Please.. Jaeyin ah... I've wanted to find you, i dont want you to wait for so long, but... i cant.. Im.. useless now" he said
"Minwoo ah!" you said
"Im sorry... I.." he said and lowered his head
"You said only you and me forever, now.. you want me to forget and leave you!" you said
"Im sorry! I cant protect you now.. Im useless and weak, Im not the one for you now..." he said
"So.. you want me to leave you ?" I asked
He just remained silent and lowered his head
"Please Minwoo ah, weve been so long, Lets just dont waste it..." I begged him
"Jaeyin ah.. Please.. leave me.. forget all about me... Im.. not for you anymore..." he said
"You promised! Now, youre broking it again! Why Minwoo ah?" I said
He just remained silent
"Well, thats what you want" I said while looking at the different direction, trying to hold my tears
"That what i give you" I said and walked away
Minwoo's POV
I cried after she left... If I can only tell her what is the reason why im letting her go, I dont want her to worry about me
Its not because I dont love her anymore, Its because... I cant protect her anymore, and Maybe she will be hurt again
I learned from the accident, I will just make Jaeyin's Life Miserable, Im useless now and letting her go is the only way
If she only knows.. how much I wanted to be by her side, how much I love her
Its better for her to hate me, so that she will move on quickly..
Im.. sorry Jaeyin ah...
Jaeyin's POV
Why is he letting me go? He made a promise... he said he's the only one for me, and im the only one for him
But.. why is it like this now? What happened Minwoo ah? Why? Dont you love me anymore?!
Why?!
I leave him with pain and anger in me, Why is he doing this?
Why?!
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Your phone suddenly ring why youre leaving Minwoo
"Yobosaeyo?" you said
"Yobosaeyo, Jaeyin ah, are you crying?" DOnghyun asked
"Uhh no, I just have some cough" you lied
"What is it?" you said
"Oh, yea, we gathered imformation from the hospital where Minwoo was sent, We talked to his doctor, He said that the accident, Minwoo was really affected by the wounds" he said
"What happened?" you asked
"The doctor said they saw broken glass that went into Minwoo's eyes.. Making him... " he said, he's tone became sad
"Became what?" you became curious
"Making him.. blind... so i think thats why Minwoo was lost for long time" He said
Your eyes widened
"I cant protect you anymore" "Im useless" "Im weak" Minwoo's lines suddenly went replaying on your mind
"So thats why..." you said
"Yes, thats why" he said
"Im going to call later..." you said and suddenly run quickly to the fountain where Minwoo is
You saw him still sitting where he was, you smiled, suddenly tears flow down
You quickly ran and backhugged him
Minwoo was shocked
"Jaeyin ah?" he said, you touch his arms
"Why didnt you tell me?" you said while still huggong him
"What should I tell you, I said leave me right?" he said while lowering his head
"Youre not useless, Im here for you, No matter what will happen, Ill be your eyes Minwoo ah, Youre guide" you said
"So... you knew" he said
"You should tell me, and not letting me go is the way" you said while hugging him tightly
"But" he said
"No Buts, remember your promise? You and I forever, And no matter what will happen, Ill be here for you" you said to him
He didnt say a thing, he just hugged you back
You smiled, you admit you missed his hugs
"I love you, no matter what" you said and kissed him
"I may not see you right now, But... Feeling that youre happy, makes me happy too" he said
"Never leave me anymore" you said
"Never" he said and smiled
You hugged each other, for a long time
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Finally they see each other again!!!
And Minwoo ah is happy
Im happy too!
Just a few more episodes, It will be the ending :">
I cant believe it!!!
So hope you like this!!
Love to see your comments ^^
Ppyong~!
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