Jaeyin's POV

I was sitting on a pretty chair and looking at myself at the mirror infront me

I look everywhere, the setting is the same like in America, one big mirror, many pretty dresses, make ups and welcoming letters

But for me... Its completely different... It was like my first day in this job, Im completely nervous

I tried to calm myself

"Jaeyin ah... This is not your first time.. You can do this..." I said aS I look at myself wearing pretty dress and with my face filled with make up

"Jaeyin ah Fighting!" Minwoo's voice came into my mind

I smiled a bit

"Fighting" I said then smiled and look at the ground

I completely thought about Minwoo, and the thing that I should do...

Will I give up controlling these feelings.. and just go with the flow

"Im happy with him..." I said and looked at the mirror

"So why not?" I said

My smile changes into worry and just looked down

"I dont know!!!" I said and leaned at my chair

Then I heard a knock on my door

"Miss Park?" the staff said

"Nae? Come in" I said

"Annyeonghasaeyo Miss Park" the staff said and bowed

"Annyeong and oh, no need to be so formal, Just call me Jaeyin ah" I said then smiled 

"Nae, Jaeyin ah, The director said be ready, The shooting will be soon, and Boyfriend also is here" she said then smiled

"Nae, Ill be ready, Kamsa staff unnie" I said then bowed

She smiled and walked away

I sighed and look at myself for the last time

"This is it, Fighting" I said to myself and waved a fighting sign

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"Three, Two, One, Action!" The director said

"Annyeonghasaeyo! This is Yoon Bora, Presenting, a realitiy show that helps you to know the true colors of Idols,  The Star Show!" Bora, your co host, proudly present the new show

You were at the Backstage waiting for your turn, You were nervous like crazy

You look at the number of people that were at the studio, you werent ready for this many people

"And the show wouldnt be great if im just here alone... Yes We Have another host" Bora said cheerfully

You knew that was the hint for you to show

"We are honored, Because this Pretty Young host we had, Is all away from the other side of the world!" Bora said and the audience squealed

"Yes! She WOWed all young dongsaengs heart from America!, Wishing they would be like her" Bora said

You kinda fluttered because of that and you giggled

Then you saw Boyfriend coming into the backstage, wearing fashionable and with their Handsome looks

They greeted you formally acting llike they dont know you

"Annyeonghasaeyo Miss Park Jaeyin" They greeted

"Annyeonghasaeyo" You shyly greeted and smiled, youre dont used seeing them so Handsome like that

You saw Minwoo signed fighting and flashed his sweetest smile

You blushed inside, Making you comfortable yet nervous at the same time

You just smile in reply

"Lets all welcome her, For the First time Here in Korean TV! Park Jaeyin!!" Bora Proudly call you

Background Music were playing and audience where clapping

"This is it" You thought

You walked through the studio with your elegant dress 

You saw Yukhee at the audience, cheering for you, You smiled and waved

"Annyeonghasaeyo, Park Jaeyin Imnida!" You said then smiled and bowed

"Welcome to Korea Miss Park" Bora said and cheerful gave you the boquette of flowers

"Kamsahamnida, Thanks for the love you gave to me even Im still new in Korean TV, I promise, Ill work hard" You said then smiled

"We also honored of you to be part of this show" Bora said then put her hands together

"Kamsa Bora unnie" You said then bowed

 

At The Backstage

"Our Dongsaeng is so wonderful" Donghyun said

"nae, She really changed a lot" Kwangmin said then giggled

"Im getting nervous because of her!!" Jeongmin joked

"Yea! Me too!" Youngmin said

"But really, she looks like a noona now" Hyunseong said then giggled

"She's amazing..." Minwoo said silently and looked at you

 

At the studio

"So you wanna know who's are guest for now?" Bora said 

"Boyfriend!!!!" Fans squealed

"Who again??!!" You said then giggled

"Boyfriend!!" They said

"We dont hear you?" Bora said

"Boyfriend!!!" Fans screamed loudly, You and Bora giggled

"Youre right! 6 handsome and talented boys with an average age 18 to 24, who invaded the hearts of millions all over the world!" you proudly said

"Lets cheer for them" Bora said

"Boyfriend!" Fans squealed

Then background music played, their debut album Boyfriend, Boyfriend went on formation then dance

Watch this ---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q3PVEoCVmDk

(Imagine Bora and Jaeyin watching at the background xD)

The time Minwoo was rapping, you cant help but blush

Then the dance was finished 

"Im your Boyfriend! Annyeonghasaeyo Boyfriend Imnida!" They greeted and flashed their wonderful smiles

"WHoa, guys! That was so daebak!" Bora said then you gave a thumbs up

"So lets sit" you said then guided them to the couches

"So Boyfriend, can you introduce your title track, "Boyfriend" Bora said

“It’s a song by Brave Brothers, who produced our first single." Donghyun said like a leader

"What is its full meaning?" You asked them

"Its an expression of our desire to be an ideal Boyfriend, to stand beside, to care, to protect, and to love" Minwoo answered, you felt something in your chest that time he said that

"So what are your goals for this year?" You asked them

"We think it’s still difficult for us to win #1 on a music program.  However, we do want to win a rookie award at the year-end awards ceremonies." Jeongmin said

" We want to pursue music that is entirely Boyfriend in style." Hyunseong added

"Now we know that. lets proceed" Bora said

"Nae" You said then stand up and get the strips of paper on a box

"You guys will pick in these strips, each strips contains questions that you need to answer" You instructed them

They picked 

"Okay guys, 1st one to open is Kwangmin" Bora said

Then Kwangmin slowly opened the strip 

"Whats the question?" You asked

"Explain 4d personality" Kwangmin said, Boyfriend facepalmed and laugh

"Answer it!" You asked then giggled

"Im doomed" Kwangmin said

The interview went fun to all of you, full of laughing and revealing of secrets

Then its time for Minwoo to answer the question he picked

"Read what is in your strip Minwoo goon" Bora said

You just remained silent as he is reading

"Do you already had an experience in love?" Minwoo read

You and Boyfriend became shocked

"WHoa! Great question!" Bora said then giggled

Boyfriend looked at you

"Experience in love?" Minwoo said, you just lisen to him

"Of course yes... Everyone of us had" Minwoo said then smiled

"Tell us yours" Bora asked

Minwoo and you became nervous

Also Boyfriend and Yukhee worried

"Well, Im sure its okay? Is it in the past already?" Bora asked

"N-nae..." MInwoo just said, you bit your lip

"But I wish... Its still in the present.. and continuing till the future..." Minwoo said while looking down

You looked at him with a worried expression, you dont want to be affected, even now

"What happened?" Bora asked

"N-nothing... Its just... Myself.. Its all my fault why all of this happened to us" Minwoo said

The studio became quiet, litsening to Minwoo

"Where did she go?" Bora answered, You bit your lip 

"Uhm.. Unnie, I think this question is really personal, I-i Think we should stop, Maybe Minwoo ssi is already having difficulties on answering it now" You said to Bora, Boyfriend looked worried at you

"She left..." Minwoo said lonely, you looked at him

"If she's here right now.. What do you want to say?" Bora continued to ask

"I just wanted to say... I.. Love her very much... I promised.. that I will never ever hurt her again.. And even if she tries to let herself away from me.. i wont give up on her, Even if she forgets me, Ill be the sweetes stranger she ever had" Minwoo said then looked at the ground, preventing to see the audience his teary eyes

You felt you wanted to explode, you bit your lips preveting your eyes to tear

But you just cant, the feelings are overloading in your chest

Everybody in the studio was quiet

You stand up looking at the ground

"Excuse me..." you said then you quickly walked away

"Jaeyin ah" Yukhee said and went quickly to you

"Wait... whats just happened?" Bora said

"Cut!!" The director said

"What happened?!" The director said

"Im sorry but will you excuse us.." Donghyun and Jeongmin said then followed you

Minwoo just looked at the ground, Knowing you have the same feelings now as him

He also wanted to explode, He just hid his tears

"Mianhae.. But.. Please just cut that.. something just happened..." Donghyun said to the director

Youngmin looked at Minwoo

"Bro..." Youngmin worriedly patted Minwoo's back

"Hyung.. " Minwoo said with a croacky voice, giving Youngmin a hint that he is tearing

"Come on, lets go" Youngmin said and patted Minwoo and stand up

 

"Jaeyin ah! Jaeyin ah!" Yukhee said while she followed you

You quickly went to your dressing room

You just cried there

"Jaeyin ah, Please open this" Yukhee said

"Jaeyin ah!!!!" Yukhee loudly said Then you finally opened

"What happened?" Yukhee asked worriedly

"Mianhae... Mianhae! I ruined the show.. I.. just cant.. control my feelings anymore... I just want to explode" you said as you hugged Yukhee

"Thats okay.. Thats okay... Dont be affected.. Be professional Jaeyin.. Dont let those words affect your career" Yukhee said as she patted your back

Then suddenly Jeongmin went to your room

"Jaeyin ah!" Jeongmin said

"Are you okay?! Were sorry, we dont know Minwoo will shout out what happened to both of you..." Jeongmin said

"I-its okay.. Its my fault for being affected, I cant be proffesional, when it comes to this..." you said then just wiped your tears

"Ist okay oppa, Go back, i can take this" Yukhee said to Jeongmin, then Jeongmin went back

"Yukhee ah... is he trying to make me guilty?!! Why is he doing this!" you said as Jeongmin left

"Why? Is he making you feel guilty?" Yukhee said

"Ahhh I dont know!! It feels like.. He is trying to do something so I will come back to him!" you said to her

"Why are you getting affected if you really dont want to come back to him?!" Yukhee said

You just remained silent

"Tell me.. are you really recovered.. or youre just controlling not to love him?" Yukhee said

"I i dont know..." You said while you leaned your head on the table

"Jaeyin ah.. DOnt control youre feelings anymore.. I tell you.. nothing will happen and you will just ended up depressed like before" Yukhee said

"I know you love him.. very much.. But.. why are you denying it? Are you scared to be hurt again?" Yukhee said

You just nodded

"Well dont worry, Im sure he will never hurt you anymore..." Yukhee said

"I know I know.. Thats what also Youngmin oppa said.." you said

"So.. why are you still controlling it?" Yukhee asked

"I... Everytime I see Minwoo.. The pain is just going back.. But when hes not around.. Im missing him... I dont know what to do..." you said

Yukhee remained silent, you just wiped your tears

"If you wanted to be happy... Do.. what your heart desires..." Yukhee said then sighed

 

At Boyfriend's Dressing room

"Minwoo ah.. why?" Youngmin said

"Im sorry.. I.. I just cant control it anymore... I wanted to tell her that for a long time.. And I think this is the right time.>" Minwoo said

"The right time is when you two are just alone... Not this time..." Youngmin said

"Im so stupid.. Im sure shes very affected now..." Minwoo said

"You should apologize" Youngmin said

"I know.." Minwoo said and stand up and went straightly to your room

 

At you room

"Jaeyin ah.. I think.. someone is looking for you.." Yukhee said to you

"Huh?" You said and looked at the door

You saw Minwoo at your door , you just leaned your head

"Uhmmm.. Will you excuse me..." Yukhee said then quickly get out of the room

The room was filled with silence

"What are you doing here" You said as you still leaned your head

"M-mianhae..." Minwoo said

"What for?" you said coldly

"For everything..." he said to you

Again tears went down on you

"Whats the sense?!" You said and quickly went out of the room

"Jaeyin ah! Jaeyin ah! Wait please..." Minwoo said as he chased you

You covered your mouth as you go away

"Please! JAeyin ah!" MInwoo cought you in the middle of the road  and hold your arms

You stopped and looked at the ground

"What do you want!!" you said

"Please.. Im sorry... Im really sorry..." Minwoo said

"Why dont you just stay away from my life!!!!!" You said to him

He released your arms

"Im sorry... Im such an hard headed right?!" he said then faked a smile

You look at him, He walked away

You felt guilty again...

You just looked at the ground.. and decided to go back to your dorm

As you walk.. you think about Minwoo

Not knowing someone is following you, You turned back, you just saw the dark roads that you were passing

You went scared, Suddenly a random  stranger went infront of you

"uhm Excuse me, Youre blocking my way" You said to him, you walk and again he blocked you

"I said excuse me!" You said to him

"Ohh.. This pretty lady is brave huh.." He said then hold your hands

"DOnt touch me!!!" You said to that guy

"Why!!!" The guy hold your shoulders

"I said dont touch me!" You said and slapped your bag to the guy, he became dizzy and released you

You run and run

"I will catch you!!!" The guy said

You run and run

"Help me!!!!!!! " you said as you run, as you run, you tripped on a rock making you fall in the ground

"I said I will catch you" The guy said as he slowly grab you

"Helllllllppppp!!!!!" You screamed out your lungs

 

MInwoo's POV

I went back... Angry

Am I that desperate? Am I dumb to think that Jaeyin still loves me?!

Im so angry at Myself...

Then I heard someone screaming for help

After I recognized who it was, I quickly ran back

"Jaeyin ah!!!!!" I said and find her

 

Jaeyin's POV

I think it was the end of my life

Im so scared like crazy

I close my eyes as the man slowly grabs me

I just cant move...

Please... someone help me....

 

You closed your eyes, just getting ready for what will happen to you.. But you were surprised

"Let go of her!!!!!!" A guy said

You looked at who he was, you were shocked

"Minwoo ssi..." you said breathing heavily

"Let go of her!" Minwoo said and punched the guy

"Minwoo ssi what are you doing here..." You said

"Just run!!!" Minwoo said

"B-but..." you said

"Run!!!!!!!!" Minwoo said loudly then the guy punched him

"Minwoo ah!!!!" You said

Minwoo punched the guy making him fall for at the corner

"Are you okay..." Minwoo asked to you

"Are you okay?!" You said to Minwoo, he smiled

You two dont notice the guy place out his knife, ready for Minwoo

"Minwoo ah!!!" You said

"Huh?" MInwoo said but its too late, the guy already lunge the Knife to Minwoos arms

Minwoo still punched the guy even with bleeding arms

"Minwoo ah! Please stop it!!!! stop!!!" You said to Minwoo then the guy ran away

"Jaeyin ah..." Minwoo said to you

"Nae?" You said worriedly

Then suddenly Minwoo collapsed because of the deep cute in his arms because of the knife

"COme on, Lets treat that at home.." You said and quickly get a car home

 

At your dorm

"You almost kill yourself" You said worriedly as you put first aid to his wounds

"Ahhh!" Minwoo screamed in pain, you quickly blowed it...

"Why are you doing this?" you asked him

"Because I care for you..." he said sincerely

"Why do you care?!" you said

"Because... I... Lo" he said then you put some in his wounds

"Aaaaaahhh!" he said making his sentence cut

You seriously give cure for his wounds

"Dont do that again..." you said to him

"What?" He said

"Risking your life for me" you said to him

"Why? Are you worried for me?" He said then giggled

You pushed his wound hardly making him scream in pain

"OOOOuuuuccchhh! Hey whats that for?!" he said then you laugh

"No more pain anymore.. I saw you laugh" He teased and giggled

"Do you want me to cure this, or make it more worst?!" you said to him

He just remained silent, he stared at you

"What?!" you  said to him

"You look beautiful when your serious" he said seriously, you blushed

"Do you want me to get a knife????" you said scarily

"Just kidding!!!" he said

"Well stop kidding!!!" you said and continued

He saw a scar on your face

"Oh, you have a scar" he said and touch your cheeks, you blushed at his sudden actions

"Oh its just nothing" you said as you hold your cheeks, making the both of your hands touch

He is looking sincerely at you, you looked at him straightly in the eyes

"Jaeyin ah..."Minwoo said as he slowly move his face to yours

It just inches... inches....inches away

Then you move your face to other direction

"Its finishes.. Your bandage is finished.." you said as you were hiding your blush

"Oh.. Thanks" he said then touch his wounds

"Jaeyin ah.. I.. Im feeling... diiizzzyyyy" he said then lay on your coutch

"Just sleep and dont say a thing!" you said to him.. you stared at him as he drifted off to sleep

"Minwoo ah..." you said silently

You were about to stand up, then you felt someone is holding you

'Jaeyin ah" Minwoo said while hes eyes were closed

"Huh?" you said

"Dont... go.." he said

You looked at him and sighed, you seated on the floor beside him, hes still touching your arms

"Jaeyin ah..." he said while sleeping

You look at him...

"DOnt.. ever leave me again..." he said

"I wont... And I dont know.. if I can..." you said then you leaned your head on the couch beside him

"This feels so wrong.. yet so right... Am I ready.. to start over again?" you thought

Youu drifted of to sleep leaning your head on the couch where Minwoo is lying, with your both hands holding each other...

Minwoo formed a smile

 

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Update done!

Sorry if its late, and you know whats the reaseon :D

But dont worry here is it!

So, Jaeyin, Really ready to start over again with Minwoo? Hope so guys ^^

Hope youll like it! And dont forget to comment!

And also BTW

Im Craving for Boyfriends Photobook!!!!! I want that as a Gift for christmas!!! xD

PPyong~!