¿What’s happening? I woke up a while ago and I find myself in such a strange and disturbing place; this place isn’t my home nor my room, but a weird one. The worst thing is, I’m tied up! I can barely move, this ropes hurt me everytime I do. I should just stay still and figure out how to  get free from all this. Why is this happening to me?  To me!!!, so many things are running through my head right now… Why am I here? Why are they doing this to me? But what scares me the most is if I’ll end up dying like this.

While I’m battling with my thoughts I hear the crack of a door opening, it must be the ones behind this.  I can feel as fear takes over my whole body, I’ll try to go back to sleeping or to look like I am. I’m not ready to see their faces, I’m too scared. Now the steps are coming closer to where I am, I close my eyes and fake sleeping, all those acting classes must have been worth it right? I just hope it works now, I need them to work! I hear another crack of the door, it’s now full open I guess, good thing I look like I’m totally asleep now. The footsteps are now clearer and closer while they move towards the border of the bed. I feel as two strong hands are untying my feet and hands. ‘Stay calm, you can do it, you can get out of this’. I repeat to myself as a prayer in my thoughts. Now this person who untied me, sits beside me and I feel as a warm body is getting closer to my body, ‘God no! What’s going to happen now?!’  I feel  it coming even closer to the point of almost brushing my skin, my heartbeats are crazy, I swear you can hear them even outside of this room. I feel as a warm hand caresses my face, soft fingers tracing my features… making a stop on my lips. Then I listen him whisper in my ear: “Your skin is so soft… you can’t imagine how much I’ve missd you my Kyungsoo”.

A little groan escapes from my throat as I start moving, as if I’m waking up. When he realizes this, the soft and warm fingers who before were my face are now gone, just as he moves out of the bed and leaves the room. I let some time pass before I open my eyes, I can’t understand what just happened. I trace with my own hands the places he caressed before, where I felt those soft hands, leaving them on my lips. “Who are you? How do you know my name?!”.

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Tears fall from his eyes, washing his cheeks: “I’m so sorry Kyungsoo, I just want you to remember me once more”.