Why are you here? (II)

When A Rough Girl Meets The Gangster Leader

You sit on the secluded bench again. Trying to gain some spirit after you look at him.  ''Why? He's here right?'' You turn you back to see it's Yoseob. You smile to him but he knows that your smile is just fake.

''He loves you right?'' Yoseob took his steps near you and took fix himself beside you. You just keep quiet, waiting for his next sentence that maybe can kill you. ''He still loves you actually, I can see it'' Yoseob look at you. You flinch ''I never thought that a guy like you can have his serious face'' You chuckle, trying to hide the happiness? Maybe...

''But, I love you'' Yoseob doesn't get infected with your happy chuckle. He was like emitting a dark aura that covers the atmosphere. You raised your eyebrows ''I love you too. Thank you for being my friend'' You smile to him sweetly to show that you really meant it ''Stupid! I love you as a lover!!'' He bolt up from his seat and looks at you with his angry eyes. You blink at him a few times trying to regenerate the word in your brain

''I know I was being selfish. But I know that the other guys have a secret love for you too! Since the first time you were here, I love you but I didn't admit it because I thought I was still a pure gay!!! I'm perfectly sure, that the other guys love you like hell!!'' Yoseob starts to being emotional. You tried to gain some strength by gripping your dress ''Mianhae.. But I love you. Even though I know you love Junhyung hyung!'' He kiss you on the forehead and quickly run away. You touch your head feeling some sort of water when he kissed you. Then you look at the floor founding water droplets on the floor following Yoseob's path

 

 

You sighed and then decide to go to your class to grab some things. When you open the door, you notice there is a guy that was busy looking at the nature until he didn't realize you were there

''Uhm? Kikwang?'' You spit out that name after you were sure it's him. He look at you and smile brightly ''Ah! Princess sshi!!'' He bows to you and you reply by bow your head a little

''What are you doing here? The ball gonna start at 8.00 p.m. and it is already 3:00 p.m. Won't you need things to get ready?'' You asks him as you were arranging your things.

''What about you?'' He asks ''I'm done with my preparation'' You said ''Ah.. And you guys will come to your real home today right? After the ball'' Kikwang nods at your sentence ''Princess sshi, I have someting to tell you'' Kikwang shows you his serious expression. You raise your eyebrows signalling him to continue

''You took my heart'' He said that makes you chuckle at his sentence. He was showing his awkward chuckle along with you ''Funny Kwang!'' You said to him while smiling. ''I'm serious. I love you'' This time, you believe he didn't joke about things earlier

''I'm sorry...'' You just murmured him those words. Then, he sigh in relief after knowing your answer that leads you to turn your attention towards him

''I'm happy you can tell your answer straightfully and I'm happy I don't need to keep these feelings in the future'' He smile at you and cupped your face that makes your lips to pout ''Aigoo.. So cute~~'' He pinck your cheeks until your cheek is swollen from those pinch ''It hurts..'' You rub your cheek while smiling to him

''Haish.. Stupid girl!'' He knock your head a little and smile ''I need to go.. Thanks!'' You nod, looking at his back until he closed the door

''Two confession in one day. That's awesome.'' You muttered while packing your things. When you were done, you decide you'd just walk back home. It's not that long.. 10 minutes only

 

 

''Hey!!'' You heard a guy's voice behind you to see it was Dujun ''Hey~'' You reply back to him while smiling ''Let's walk home together!'' He said after he was done panting from all those running to catch you ''I'm on'' You reply to him that makes him smile

''You know Princess... I had this one girl that I like'' Dujun start to tell you something. You were glad that he won't be the third confessor for today ''Really? Who?'' You start to feel excited after knows about it. He smiled to you ''Secret.. I'll call her.. You want to talk to her?'' Dujun take out his cellphone and search for a number. You nod with the offer ''Okay.. I'm calling her'' He smiled but suddenly, your phone is vibrating

''Ah. Told her to wait. I'm answering this call first'' You said and walk a little bit far from him. You put the phone to your ear without looking at the caller ''Hello? May I know who is this?'' You said to the caller trying to end the conversation fast

''I love you'' The other line said. Then you see the caller ID and it was 'Yoon Doojoon' . You gasped and  turn your back to look at Dujun ''Haish. Just get me the girl that you love! Not me!!'' You said at the phone's speaker

''I have call the girl I love, stupid!!'' He said. You tried to put the puzzle piece back together ''You mean.. I am the one who you.. Love?'' It's hard for you to say the full word but you just took up all those courage

''Yes. If we has graduated... Would you.. Marry me?'' You widen your eyes by the words of the caller. You turn your back to see that Dujun is kneeling on the ground with a little box open for you

''Be my lover and we'll get married'' He smiled. Lucky that there was nobody at the street that time. You look at the red little box and him by turn... Then... ''I'm sorry'' That's all you could said while you close the box that he was holding. His sweet face immediately change into a sour one

''I'm sorry for forcing you'' Dujun said to you while lift himself up from the kneeling position ''I'm really sorry''  You start to feel guilty but he showed you his down smile ''You love Junhyung right?'' He starts to chuckle and you feel your face suddenly become hot ''That's too obvious even though I just know it today'' He smiled sweetly to you. You smack his arm, hard ''Ouch! What was that for?'' He rub his swollen arm from the sudden smack you just give to him

''That's for teasing me you idiot!!'' You smiled to him and run quickly ''Who gets to the home first wins!!'' And you quickly dash forward, leaving him there alone

 

 

''I'm homeeeeeeeeeeeee~'' You shout happily because you thought there was nobody in the house as they were looking for stuffs for tonight's ball

''What Princess shouting when she came home?'' A guy voice exhoes in the room. But you see nobody ''I'm at the kitchen, stupid'' And then there's a head popped out behind the walls.. ''Oh.. Hyunseung!'' You smile sheepishly to him. It's your first time doing the screaming after 9 years you kept tight all your feelings ''Yah! Call me oppa (big brother from female to and older guy)!! I'm older than you by the way'' He said as he stir the soup 

''No. I can't.'' You said in reply. You haven't even once called Yoochun 'oppa' so you won't say it to him even once!!!! ''Why?'' He asks you. You put your bag on the dining table and look at what he's cooking ''Because I don't want to'' You said.

You grab a spoon and taste his soup ''Hmmm...'' You tried to feel the taste of the soup deeper by closing your eyes. ''I know it's delicious right?'' He laughs and you were just giving a oh-I'm-so-impressed fake face. He knows it and pout ''Yah. It is true I'm a good cooker'' He said.. You look at him with a serious eyes, don't play with her if it's about to cook something!! ''You were lacking of 1 centimetre of ginger, 1 small red onions, and you put just a few garlic in it that makes the taste not really complete. By the way, your white pepper didn't absorb completely in the soup as you didn't put the ingredients at the right time. Timing is everything, dear chef'' You press the word chef there that makes him smile sourly

''Fine. But I was planning to give this food to the person I love. I already remake this soup a few times'' He said in a down mode. You look at the kitchen sink and found at least 3 or 4 pot there with oil sticks on them ''If she's not a chef, just give her those'' You look at the soup that he was making. He sighed ''She's not a chef but she just comment on my food just now'' He said while switching off the stove gas. 

''Really? When she's here?'' You asks, taking some interest in and tried to forget those 3 confession you just had 

''Just now and she's still here'' Hyunseung said while grinning at you. You blink your eyes ''Yah! Don't make my house as your place!!'' You said. He chuckles at your misunderstanding ''Stupid. She's in front of me'' He said as he looks into your eyes. You were shock but tried to keep your calm face ''I love you'' He said to you. You look at him... ''Once again, I'm sorry I can't accept you. You are my friend. I can't love you back'' You reply him without having to hide it anymore. He smile at you because he already knows the answer from the beginning

''At least, have some of my soup again even though it is not so good'' He grab the bowl and the spoon. You sit on the small dining table and wait for him

''Thank you'' You said while he put the bowl on your table. He sits opposite of you and eat the soup ''Sorry. The rice is not fully cooked yet. Hehee'' Hyunseung grins and you look at him ''Yah! You already done with your things for the ball?'' You said to him like an angry mummy while trying to release the tense atmosphere just now ''I'm a Superman. I've prepared them. You?'' He asks you back with a smile and you reply him with a nod

''I'm home!!'' Dujun said while taking off his shoes ''Yah Jang Hyunseung!! You eat soup with my lover?! How dare you!!'' Dujun fake his angry face towards Hyunseung that makes the three of you laughed

''Dujun, come have some soup!!'' You said as you was pointing to the pot ''Nah. Later. Need to prepare my things for the ball'' He smile to you and Hyunseung. You both nod and then you remember something ''Where's Dongwoon?'' You asks your 4th-confessor for today ''Ah? He's preparing for the ball. He said he wants to look all handsome and nice'' Hyunseung said, eating his last bits of soup

''Oh... HAHA. He's a funny guy~'' You said to him and put the spoon back on the bowl after you've done eating.''So? Let's prepare then.'' He grab your bowl and put in on the sink ''Yah! You better wash all that!'' You were making an angry face and he just laughs. ''Fine fine. I'm sorry madam! I'll wash it later!!'' He talks formally to you and you smack his head

 

 

 

You enter your room... You sit on the edge of the bed while looking at those luggage. You didn't bring much things here but you create something here, which is memories... You sighed at the fact and you take out your peach pink dress. This dress has so many memories about you and... Junhyung

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You still remember when the layered dress didn't block you from kicking those bad guys... The belt there reveal your curve line more effectively and it doesn't show your body much. You have gained some weight and now the dress is perfectly full and pretty when you wear it. You take out your mask.. The mask is in golden colour and decorated with beads. Although it seems like that you won't be comfortable wearing this mask, it actually feels like you wear a cloth mask only it is colder when wearing this

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Like tha past, you wear tights if something ever happened. You release your hair where it already reach below your waist. At this party, you decide to be Kim Hae Ra who is not the 'Princess' but a pretty girl that comes to the ball. You smile in front of the mirror while sway your dress. When you were about to put on some make up, you notice that there was a letter on the computer table. You open the letter and read

 

 

Dear Princess

 

I know I'm not in the rightful position but I want to tell you that I love you. I know you love Junhyung hyung so much that it can hurt you and it hurts me too. I saw you when Yoseob hyung confessed, I saw it when Kikwang hyung confessed to you...  Dujun hyung, I saw you both too.  Hyunseung hyung eyes is full of sincerity even though he's a player. This is the first time that I saw in their eyes, that they really love someone and can't let go. I don't want you to see my eyes so I give you this letter. I love you Princess and I know you won't accept me. But, I love you and I'll wait for you if we are destined together

 

 

 

Sincerely,

Son Dongwoon

 

 

You sighed.. 5 confession in one day...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author note

Hello! I didn't recheck the fic! But I hope you enjoy it! I got so little times it is like I am against the time!!

I want to finish this fic for you!!! Hope you enjoy~ How's the chappie? :D

Btw, I've reedit the chapp and give you virtual food! YAY~!

 

I realize I'm a clumsy author.. T_T. But... 

 

 

Here some virtual muffin!!!

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memoria_99 #1
Chapter 59: the story is interesting even though Kim Haeryu seem too perfect....
but,, truly, your story is a bigbang!!
\(^.^)/
Overdose_Kpopers
#2
Chapter 58: Oh my. I cry so much,because this fanfic is so sweet!
Exokrisluhansehun
#3
Chapter 10: lesbian ? ewww
icebergprincess #4
Chapter 10: lesbian?omg hahaha
Gililo12532 #5
Chapter 21: Nvm, author-nim. I Get it now. XP
Took me so long because the story line is moving so fast.
Gililo12532 #6
Chapter 17: Okay , I am shiz brikz confused.....I mean .. 'hah?' Wth?
First she's having this little black out drama where everything is confusing, and then a car accident and she slits her wrists?!
Author-nim Please explain this chapter to me
exo456 #7
Chapter 10: Creepy.......
nessa2 #8
Chapter 47: I kinda love your imagination.. Hahahahaha.. Its so funny.. And you like giving others food too..
The story is awesome!! Good job author-nim.. Hahahaha
PandaSnoppy
#9
Chapter 10: I FEEL THE CREEPSSS!!!!!!
lee_gk #10
Chapter 57: finished ! what a cute story ! i like xD