Kyungmi’s POV

Sigh.

Sigh.

Sigh.

AHHH!!! That’s it! I can’t take it anymore!

Ruffling my hair, I settled back down on the bed. I can’t take this anymore. I f this keeps up, I’m sure that I’m going crazy.

I just can’t handle the guilt that I’m feeling right now. What I did to Infinite along with IU is just, inexcusable. I admit that I was mad at them but they were still the ones who saved me. But sometimes, when I look at them, I can’t help but feel betrayed.

So I did the only thing that I could think of at that moment (though it seems like I wasn’t thinking). I pretended to not notice them or to plainly ignore them. Well, they probably think that I’m thinking deeply or something but someone knew better *cough*IU*cough* that I am just staring at the wall.

Sighing, I tried to think of different ways to apologize to them. After all, even if I was mad at them (not that I am right now because, hello people! They freaking saved my life!!!) I’m not that heartless to just go back to ignoring them.

Hmmm… maybe I could try sending them an e-mail or something? Nah~ that’s too… what was the word again? Impersonal or something? Yeah. Whatever. Maybe I could sing them a song that says sorry… and I just remembered that I don’t know how to sing. AGHHHH!!! THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING!

(Just directly say sorry to them).

“Shut up stupid brain.”

(If I’m a stupid brain, would I know that the speed of light is 299,792,458 m/s?)

“Shut up! You’re a stupid brain who doesn’t know anything about life.”

(That’s the same for you, don’t you think? After all, we are one.)

“You know what, I give up!!!”

(Just follow my advice you stupid girl!)

“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!”

Suddenly, a nurse rushed through my room. She was holding an injection as she tried to calm me.

“Kyungmi-ssi, please calm down! Are you okay? Shall I call the doctor???” She asked me frantically, all the while holding the injection close to me.

I gulped.

I hate injections. Who doesn’t? Especially those sharp needled that would poke your skin and insert those chemicals that would slowly kill you. I hate injections. Enough said.

I HATE injections.

I hate INJECTIONS.

I HATE INJECTIONS!

My last thought was how the injection is too closed to my neck for comfort, before everything went dark.

“Kyungmi-ssi, Kyungmi-ssi! Please wake up or I’m going to lose my job.”  I groaned when I opened my eyes, all I saw was white.

“Hn, what?” was my VERY INTELLIGENT reply.

“Oh good! You’re finally awake!” said the nurse who had tearstained cheeks. I closed my eyes and buried myself under blankets. “Please tell me that you don’t plan on using that damned accursed injection on me.”

The nurse laughed nervously. “Of course not!” then I heard something clatter that sounds like something has been thrown away.

“Of course you weren’t” I said sarcsastically.

“Well, umh,” the nurse coughed and I poked my head out to get a glimpse of her. “Oh! I just remembered, you have visitors!!!” then she hurriedly went out.

After a few moments, the door opened.

 “Kyungmi?”

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a/n:

hey! I'm still alive! Just a little tad bit about my life: I've been busy with school (ugh! Who hates math? No, wait. Who hates school???) and their seemingly endless requirements. Also, I'm still stressed out about applying for college and stuffs.
Anyway, as you guys can see, it's a very short chapter but it would kind of like serve transition to some things and stuffs so yeah. Expect a longer chapter by the time I update. Ciao~

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