Without A Word

For The Last Time

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Then suddenly,
*beep.......* I heard that sound. The nurse looked to the place the sound is coming from
I hold back my breath back and skip a beat.
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[Your POV]

 


That nurse told me to wait and she said that they'll do their best to save him
Then she ran to a direction.. I couldn't take my sight of him.
She came back with defibrillators
She set it up and turn it on.
They put the equipment on Key's chest
I couldn't do anything but watch..

.......
The beep sound could still be heard.
After a while the doctor stopped and sighed.
He said somethings I couldn't hear.
Then the nurse moved all of the machines from the place.

'Wait.. where are they going? Why are they stopping? Why didn't they continue?
Why are the nurses moving all the machines?'
So many questions..
The nurse from earlier just walked pass me.
Avoiding eye contacts.
'What happened?' I kept wondering.. 
The doctor came to me.
He asked "Are you this boy's relative?"

"Yes, yes I am. I'm his friend"

The doctor sighed "I'm sorry for your lost"
"We're sorry we couldn't save him" He looked down and left me.

No.. No.. He couldn't go! No way! Please tell me that this all was just a dream.. I thought, screaming in my heart. 
I looked at Key and approached him.
My legs were asleep. But I force them to walk. Although I can't walk fast.
I stood beside the bed. Looking at him who is lying lifelessly.
I still can't believe this.. He's gone.. He's really gone
I fell on my knees.
"Key.. I'm sorry" but it was too late to say all that.
I can't believe that my best friend just passed away.
I kept crying.
Suddenly I couldn't breath and everything just out.

~A few hours later~

I had a dream.
I don't know where am I.. but it was really bright
But then I saw this boy in white with angel wings.
I was going to approached him.
But then he turned to me and walked back.
It was like he's avoiding me..
I couldn't see his face very well.
I stopped walking, so did he.
When I walked towards him, he walked back, trying to keep distance.
Somehow this boy reminds me of Key.
Was he?
Then where am I?

"Key?" I asked

"_____, you shouldn't forgive me" He said

I was surprised.. He really is Key.
I was holding back my tears.

"What do you mean? You did nothing wrong"

"Yes, I did. I did a lot of mistakes.."

I stared at him in confuse.

"I should have said it to you earlier.. But I guess it's too late.." He continued

"What, Key? Tell me now." I asked curiously.

"I.... can't......" He replied

Why? Why?
What did he should say? What is it?

"Goodbye.." Key waved his hands as he flew away with his wings

I stared at him trying to call him back

"Key!! Key!! Comeback!! What did you want to tell me?! Key!" He's already far away

"Key! Key!" I kept shouting his name. But he never came back..

I kept on shouting his name..
until I felt someone shook me

"____! ____! wake up!" I opened my eyes to see my mother.
Then I looked at the person beside her.
It's Key's mother..

I hugged my mother as I started to cry.
"Mom.. he's gone.." I sobbed..
"Yes I know dear." She said trying to calm me down
I just kept crying

I let go of my mom and turn to Key's mother
"Mrs. Kim, I'm sorry.. it's all my fault" I looked down

"No.. ____-ah it wasn't your fault.. Don't blame yourself dear.. It's not your fault" She looked at me and hugged me.

My heart ached so much.
I need him now..
If it all didn't happened, we should be having fun right now..and not crying
I remembered what he used to say to me when I'm sad

'Never let the person who made you sad see you down.. Keep smiling and everything will pass fast'

His voice echoed in my head..

I tried to smile but instead tears came out..
I gave up and just tried to move on.
But it's not easy, he's my one, only true best friend.. and also my love.
Goodbye..
 

 

-The End-

 

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Chapter 6~! sorry i couldn't post yesterday.. I was too shocked about something yesterday and it really brought me down.

It still bothers me but..... ah~ forget it~

btw.. how is it? pretty much disappointing, huh? :( Sorry....

I tried my best..~

Well.. EVERYONE THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for reading~~~~~~ :D:D:D

Sorry if it disappoints you!

I have some new fanfics.. but all of them are oneshots.. eheheee~

I really do want to make a full one, but have no time.. I'll try to work on it though.. got some ideas~

Ok~ Thanks again guys!

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loveisfree #1
nice story!! :DD
minlyn #2
ohw what a wonderful story....love it...by reading it i feel the emotion on it and i makes me cry so much
xcijundec #3
Thank you everyone!!
Dreams_alive
#4
Aww I read tis on winglin before and I really cried so much!!!<br />
The same goes for tis time. I can't help but to cry...
moemonster #5
omo i cried so much!
ficlhuber #6
..aww !! ahh !! I don't know why ..<br />
please don't call me crazy but ..<br />
while i'm reading it ..<br />
I felt tear fall from my eyes ..<br />
I Love your story ! >.<<br />
hope you continue this one ! <br />
Gud luck ^^
Lillybee
#7
omo this was so sad <br />
really good though