{play this: SHINee - 화살 (Quasimodo). http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3FLVCJIJkQ}

[Your/____'s POV]

It was early in the morning, I my phone.
No text messages or missed calls. There're usually at least one or two messages even though it's too early.
I thought 'Of course there isn't, it's 6AM and it's Christmas Eve'
I suddenly remembered something..
"Christmas eve, December 24th.. Last year.." I sighed.
Tears started to appear on my eyes thinking 'December 24th is the day he went away..'
"Key.." I whispered.
More tears were coming out, I couldn't hold it anymore.
I wiped my tears with the back of my hand. I let out another sigh.

I stood up from sitting on my bed and walk to my wardrobe.
I opened the doors, and reached the upper shelf to take a box.
It's still there, the box. I left it there for a year.
I closed the wardrobe doors and walked back to my bed.
I sat on my bed with the box on my lap.
I wiped off the dust from the top of the box.
There's a writing 'Key & ____'s Box' and below it, it says 'Only Key & ____ are allowed to open this box ^.^'
I smiled looking at it.
I opened the box slowly and found a book in it..
"Our book.." I said.

~Flashback~

"We found this near him, it had your name on it so we thought we should give it to you.." A policeman said.

"Really? Thank You.. This book means a lot to us" I said.

"No problem.." The policeman replied.

~End of flashback~

I turned the first page..
There's a photo of us wearing animal headbands.
We took it when we went to Lotte World a few years ago.
I turned each page one by one.
Each page was so memorable.
I stopped at a picture of us blowing candles together.
I remembered this one, we took it on my birthday.
I asked him to blow it together with me.
We spent most of our times together, that what friends do, right?
I just wished I could tell him my true feelings.
My days have been very gloomy since he's gone.
Suddenly, I turn into a blank page.
I turned back to the previous page.
It's our last picture together.

-"16 December, Ice Creams or Waffles"-
'It's so cold today, we went out..
and it's snowing, we were deciding what to eat.
I wanted to eat waffles because it's warm.. but _____ wanted ice cream.
What's wrong with her?? She wanted to eat ice creams on an icy day?
But in the end we ate both, waffles with ice creams.
It turned nicer than I thought, eating ice creams on winter is nice too.
We had lots of fun, we also took a lot of picture but I decided to put up this one'
-by Key

We usually take turns to decide who write each day.
He couldn't return because I had a family reunion the next day.
I looked the picture.
We were feeding each other our ice creams.
I smiled but tears fell down.
I looked out the window to see the sky.
The sun is rising.
"Are you there somewhere..?? In Heaven?" I whispered.
Even though we were only friends, but my feelings for you are more.
I hope you felt the same way.
But it's too late to say all that..

You broke our promise..
You said, you will always be by my side when I need you.
'I need you now, Where are you?' I thought
I closed the book and embraced it in my arms, as tears kept flowing out.
Suddenly I felt someone wiping my tears away
His touch, so warm...
I looked up and saw a pair of eyes looking down at me.
It's him...
I stared at him in shock "Key.."

"_____-ah" He said.

"Stop.., please stop crying.."

"You're hurting me, I hate seeing you like this.. So please stop it"

Our eyes met, he let out a smile and hugged me all of sudden.
I hugged him back, I don't want to let go.
He my hair "I miss you"

"Key, please stay.." I said

"I'm sorry, I want to stay.. but I can't."

"Don't leave me again.."

"____-ah, I Love You.." he smiled at me as he fades away.

He left me questioning for the second time.

"I Love You too..." I said.. but he was already gone.

'Will that be the last time I see him?' I thought
I put the book next to the window, the wind blows, as it opened the last page.
There was a drawing of an boy with angel wings and a girl.
Below it there's a letter.

{play this: Kim WooJoo - I Love You. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwicRie26_g}

'to. _____,
______-ah, I wish I could say this directly to you.. 'I Love You'.
I'm sorry, I couldn't be a good friend.
I'm sorry, I have to confess like this.
I honestly wanted to say it to you instead of writing a letter.
I'm so stupid, I'm such a coward.
______-ah, truthfully I fell in love with you since a long time ago.
I'm afraid if I confess to you, you'll take it as a joke.
I'm sorry if I never understands your feelings.
But I wanted to say this whenever I meet you in the future..
'I Love You'..
It's up to you if you want to accept my feelings for you.
I hope you feel the same way.
After this you can hate me if you want.
I did wrong..

You're my first love..... and you're also my last
I couldn't love anyone but you.
You changed me, _____-ah
I can't hold it anymore. This feeling..
Love has brought me to you.
Whenever I'm not with you, I can only miss you secretly in my heart.
You're the only one for me..
I'll love you forever. I'll forever keep you in my heart.
I made too much mistakes, I'm sorry..

I Love You I Love You I Love You I Love You I Love You I Love You I Love You
and I don't want to forget you....
December 23th
-Key-
 

I couldn't stop my tears
He made it the day before he went away
Why didn't I saw this?
He died on Christmas Eve.. We promised to meet up that day.
Key...

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