So I’ve been openly gay for around 3 years now, I’ve been lucky to have such supportive friends and family, it makes me believe that the times really are changing. Of course there have been harsh comments from other people, but strangers aren’t the ones who matter. What’s my problem then? That’s right; I’ve fallen for my best friend. It’s just like one of those stupid movies, except I’m pretty sure there won’t be any happy ending for me.

For the entire time I’ve known Kyung, he’s always been trying to seduce every noona to come into his view. And of course, they were captivated by the greasy cucumber’s charms, just like me. But Kyung’s relationships never seem to last, he always gets dumped despite never seeming to do anything wrong. Apparently he’s too nice, who knew that was a flaw?

Confessing I was gay to Kyung wasn’t actually very hard, especially since at the time, I had no feelings for him. Being the nice guy he was, he accepted me, he told me that since I was already gay and he knew me well, why should his opinion change? He said it was like learning I didn’t like cheese. What he said really got to me, and that is when these burdening feelings began to form.

Let me know if I should continue! ^^