13.

 I'm forcing on a smile though I feel like breaking down.

I can feel tears in my eyes but I try to not let them flow.

I place a knife near my neck.

Why did you make me do this...

14.

 Crimson red blood trickles down my neck as I started to think.

If I never met him this wouldn't of happened.

If I never met him my heart wouldn't have been broken so badly.

So why did I fall for him...

Why did destiny make my life like this?

15.

"Why are you leaving me? Why are you making me face the troubles that I had to face when you weren't there? Why are making me face the punching, kicking, bullying and teasing that people give me?  Didn’t you know you were the best thing that ever happened to me?!”

He left me on the floor crying...