I remember

Tiffany

The moment I saw Jiyong I knew I was in love. From his bright smile to his amazing fashion sense. I fell, and I fell hard. I had liked him for some time before finally actually meeting him. The members of Bigbang were invited to our concert.

As the lights shown down on us and as we began to get into position for our song 'Genie', my eyes searched the audience for his face. And sure enough, there he was, in the front row with his group members. I can still remember how our eyes met. I can still remember how he smiled at me. That smile, oh how I loved that smile.

Soon after we began dating. We'd go to secret idol hot spots for our dates and often finish our dates of at his place. I remember how in love I felt. I remember how his eyes looked at me and only me.

Well, so I thought.

It turns out, he and Yoona we're seeing each other the entire time. I remember unlocking his apartment door with the spare key he gave me. It was his birthday and I wanted to surprise him with a birthday dinner. Earlier that day he had told me he was at the studio, so I hurried down to the grocery store and then to his place.

I remember my arms being heavy with bags of food and candles I had bought for the night. I remember smiling as I closed the door behind me.

But then, I turned around.

Funny how that simple action of me turing around changed me forever. Funny how when I saw them laying there on his couch half , Yoona smiled. Funny how when Jiyong saw me he didn't even try to explain. Funny how after two years togeather he could only look at me and say, “Sorry”. Funny how life works out huh?

Seunghyun

The moment I saw Tiffany Hawng I knew I was in love. Every time I saw her time stopped. She was, to me perfect. I fell, and I fell hard. The day we we're invited my their manager to the concert, I knew it was fate. But as it turns out, fate had other plans.

I remember on the ride to the concert, Jiyong told me Tiffany liked him. I remember asking him how he knew. He just smirked and told me he was going after her. I remember just then how I felt the walls closing in on me. I remember wanting to tell him I liked her. That I was in love with her... but didn't.

I remember her looking through the crowd at the beginning of the concert. I knew because I was watching her. I remember praying that she wouldn't find who she was looking for, but she did. I remember how her gaze met Jiyong's. I remember the knowing nudge he gave me, like it was all a game.

I remember the next two years of my life being a living hell. I remember seeing her kiss him when they came over to the dorms. I remember her admiring glaces towards him as he ignored her. I remember Jiyong telling me not to let Tiffany know he was in love with Yoona. I remember it killing me inside to see her say 'I love you' to a man who didn't love her back.

I remember the day Jiyong told me he and Tiffany we're over. I remember feeling angry and happy at the same time. I remember wanting to punch him when he told me how it happened. I remember wanting to kill him when he said, “At least me and Yoona can truly be together now”.

I remember hating myself for it all. Hating that I let all of this happen. Hating that me and Tiffany could have been together. Hating I had wasted so much time.

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