Chapter Two
I Never Regret Loving You
Jiyong's POV
"Get up, hyung. "
I scowl at my little brother and bury my head under my pillow. Since I share a room with my fifteen- and seventeen-year-old brothers, there's no escape except the little privacy a pillow can give.
"Leave me alone, Seungri, " I say roughly through the pillow.
" Don't be ing with me"
"I'm not in' with you. Mom told me to wake you so you won't be late for school. "
Senior year. I should be proud I'll be the first family member in the Kwon household to graduate high school. But after graduation, real life will start. College is just a dream. You know you can do more, but everyone expects you to quit.
I wish I could help out my family out of this situation but there's no ing way.. Aiish!!~~ why am I thinking about this? I just shrugged the thought off.
"I'm all dressed in my new clothes, " Seungri's proud but muffled voice comes through the pillow.
"The chicks won't be able to resist this handsome bastard. "
"Good for you, " I mumble.
"Mom said I should pour this pitcher of water on you if you don't get up. "
Was privacy too much to ask for? I take my pillow and chuck it across the room. It's a direct hit. The water splashes all over him. Serves him right for waking me up in such a foul mood.
"!" he screams at me. "These are the only new clothes I got. "
A fit of laughter is coming through the bedroom door. Daesung, my other brother, is laughing like a frickin' hyena.
" It's not funny hyung. Why?" Seungri pouted. These two brothers of mine never fails to amuse me.
But as the oldest, I need to break them apart. I was about to speak when an icy cold water is poured on my back. Turning quickly, I catch mom dousing us all, a bucket poised in her fist above us while she's wearing her work uniform. She works at a local store near those gas stations a couple blocks from our house. It doesn't pay a whole heck of a lot, but we don't need much anyway.
"Get up, " she orders, her fiery attitude out in full force.
", Ma, " Daesung says, standing.
Mom takes what's left in her bucket, sticks her fingers in the icy water, and flicks the liquid in Daesung's face.
Seungri laughs and before he knows it, he gets flicked with water as well. Will these two ever learn?
"Any more attitude, Seungri?" she asks.
"No, ma'am, " Seungri says, standing as straight as a soldier.
"You have any more filthy words to come out of that mouth of yours, Daesung?" She dips her hand in the water as a warning.
"No, ma'am, " echoes soldier number two.
I was about to laugh my off with the situation when mom suddenly focused her gaze on me.
"And what about you, Jiyong?" Her eyes narrow into slits.
"What? I was tryin' to break it up, " I say innocently
She flicks water in my face. "That's for not breaking it up sooner. Now get dressed, all of you, and come eat breakfast before school. "
"You know you love us, " I call after her as she leaves our room.
After a quick shower, I walk back to my bedroom with a towel wrapped around my waist. I catch sight of Seungri staring at my 'RS' tattoo written on the back of my head and my gut tightens.
"What are you staring at? "
"Nothing," he said, as he quickly turned away.
To him, it's just a tattoo. To me, it's a symbol of what is and will never be. How the hell am I supposed to explain it to an fifteen-year-old kid?? He knows what I am though. Heck everyone from my family knows about me.
It's no secret the tattoo means Red Scorpions. My friend Taeyang forced me to join this gang. He's pretty good in convincing and even takes this thing seriously without any doubt written across his face! But I don't give a about it. Somehow payback and revenge got me in also and now there's no way out. But I'll die before I let one of my brothers get in.
I ball my hands into a fist. "Seungri, just dont worry about my okay. " I let out a frustrated sigh.
" Mianhe hyung. I'm just wondering why can't I join too?"
That's the last thing I wanted to hear." Seungri! I wanted you and your brother to have a normal life so I'm doing all of this ."
He just stayed quiet for a while. A couple of minutes later, I then decided to end the deafening silence
" Sorry for the outburst."
" That's okay hyung. I understand."
As he leaves the room, I wonder if he really does get it. I stop myself from thinking too hard about it as I grab a black T-shirt from my dresser and pull on worn, faded jeans.
"Jiyong, come eat before the food gets cold. Hurry up. "
"I'm comin', " I call back. I'll never understand why food is such an important part of her life.
My brothers are already busy chowing down on their breakfast when I enter the kitchen. I open the refrigerator and scan its contents.
"Sit down. "
"Mom, I'll just grab--"
"You'll grab nothing, Jiyong. Sit. We're a family and we're going to eat like one. "
I sigh, close the refrigerator door, and sit beside Daesung. Sometimes being a member of a close family has its disadvantages. Mom served us with a big bowl of kimchi fried rice.
As i got done eating, I pulled on my black leather jacket. I gave my mom a peck on the cheek then walk outside.
On the street, guys in the same tattoo flag the Red Scorpion signal. My veins fire up as I flag right back before straddling my motorcycle. They want a tough- as-nails gang member, they got one. I put on a hell of a show to the outside world; sometimes I even surprise myself.
"GD oppa, wait up, " a familiar female voice calls out.
Kiko, my neighbor and girlfriend, runs up to me.
"Hey, Kiko, " I mutter.
"How about giving me a ride to school?"
Her short black skirt shows off her incredible legs, and her shirt is tight, accentuating her upper body. We were having a good relationship for the first few weeks, but that was before I caught her in another guy's bed over the summer. Or car, as it was. But i don't care. She's the only girl that can lessen up the burden I have inside.
"Come on, Jiyong-shii. I promise not to bite . . . Unless you want me to. "
'Oh? This erted mind of mine. What I could do to her right now.'
I smirked.
"Get on, " I say.
Kiko hops on my motorcycle and deliberately places her hands on my thighs while pressing against my backside.
I think I'm going hard right now.
'Damn Jiyong, focus'
I try to focusing instead on starting my senior year at Daeyeon High, the here and now. It's damn difficult because, unfortunately, after graduation my future will likely be as screwed up as my past.
I don't know why I cant keep this story out of my mind GAhhhh...but here's another chapter guys.
You know that I'm a recent fan of Daragon but I'm already addicted to it. I researched some rumoured girlfriends of jiyong. And I found Kiko. I was shocked!!! I was so sad that they could be a couple but I support them for the sake of jiyong. * crying*
But a greater part of me wants dara and I'm not giving up. I just have to patiently wait.....
I just felt sharing what I'm thinking to you guys.......
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gamsahabnida again:))))))
~4evermore
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