Behind My Façade

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'I smile when necessary, laugh when appropriate and stay silent when not needed, I fade into the background and let the other members shine brightly as they deserve it rightly so but without a doubt I would happily give my members the world if it meant they could reach their dreams, I love them too much to consider putting my own feelings above theirs. It’s just I wish, I wish they could see me and I mean really see me, as in if they observed me for a few minutes, they could realise what I really feel behind the façade isn't what i portray for them to see, then I will truly feel that I belong within this group and that I’m not a burden and embarrassment to them. Wishful thinking perhaps! If only. It's difficult feeling conflicted, i feel ashamed for feeling this way but i can't help it. I can't help feeling the walls build up and for that I'll always feel regretful towards my fellow members and truly sorry towards them as it isn't their fault, it would never be their fault.' - Thoughts of Hankyung, member of Super Junior.

 

Foreword

Super Junior

Main Couple

  • Heechul & Hankyung (HanGeng)

Other Couples

  • Donghae & Eunhyuk
  • Siwon & Kibum
  • Sungmin & Kyuhyun
  • Ryeowook & Yesung
  • Leeteuk & Kangin
  • Zhou Mi & Henry
  • Shindong & Nari (Sorry if that isn't her name)


Author's Note:

This is my first 'chaptered' story so I apologise in advance for any lateness with chapter updates.

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electricdino
#1
This was such an adorabley fluff filled chapter, I think I spent the majority of the chapter feeling all warm and fuzzy. There was definitely a hopeful tint to this chapter, and it was great to see Kangin's softer side. There were a few typos, and a few missing words but nothing that detracts from the reading. Keep up the good work, ^_^ I can't wait to read the next chapter.
eveningstar
#2
Well I probably look like a complete idiot right now with a stupid smile plastered on my face yet still sort of sobbing from the bittersweet pain and sadness while still half squealing from excitement and the overload of some pure cuteness and love that one is still able to detect in the middle of all the heart-wrenching pain.
I cannot wait for the next update and do keep up with the good work! ^^
bohyemi #3
UPDATE SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iilovekpop #4
Hiya :) I have a few things I want to thank you all for a the first is to say thank you to not only those who have commented but those who have also subscribed, really thank you. Secondly, thanks for being patient when it comes to updating, I know this is going to sound like a clichéd excuse but I'm really busy with extra work my uni has given me. Finally, thank you for the constructive comments I have been given, truth be told I hardly ever proof read my work properly, I just skim read it, so sorry if there are mistakes but thanks for helping me recognise them :) either way thank you guys, it does mean a lot to know that my writing is appreciated...well take care, until next time <3 xxx
electricdino
#5
Another great chapter. You can really feel the love between Hangeng and Heechul and it's really heartwarming to read. Also Wookie was just plain adorable, ^_^ There were a few points though where I think you missed out some words, just towards the end I think I noticed them. But aside from that... it was really good, ^_^ Keep up the awesome work, I can't wait to read the next chapter.
eveningstar
#6
The story really is bitter sweet. Really do keep up with the good work. I cannot wait until the next update since it's son nicely written. ^^
electricdino
#7
The wait was definitely worth it. An awesome first chapter. My heart is already breaking for Hangeng, <3 You write them all so well. Keep up the good work, ^_^
DeliaGem
#8
Can't wait. Your description sounds so interesting and definitely different than what I have read so far.