Banana Milk 바나나맛 우유

My Name Isn't Taemin

 

Your POV: 

 

I leisurely sat on a swing, dragging my feet in the wood chips below. Despite my calm composure, anger boiled within me.

 

I hated school. I’ve been pushing myself so much and I still failed to succeed in my classes. I hated my family. My parents are pissed about my unsavory grades and are threatening to send me to hakwon, and my siblings aren’t too supportive either. I hated my boyfriend. Or my ex-boyfriend as of exactly seventeen minutes ago. He admitted he was cheating and dumped me. He was my best friend. He was gay. He was my everything. And now he’s gone.

 

I hopped off the swing and flopped down on to the lush grass nearby. My surroundings were too cheerful. The sky was a soft baby blue and the clouds were like deliciously puffy marshmallows. The children at the park were giggling and the sun lightly kissed my skin. I rummaged through my bag and held the cool drink in my hands. Banana milk. He dumps me and hands me a freaking banana milk.

 

“That jerk. Of all days to dump me and all things to give me. I have pride too. AT LEAST HAVE THE DECENCY TO LET ME HIGH FIVE YOUR FACE!” I strangled the grass, the smell of damp soil becoming somewhat comforting. However, I felt the stares of worried young mothers piercing my back. Sighing, I stuffed the banana milk back into my bag and headed home, awaiting another lecture from my parents.

 

 

Taemin’s POV:

 

“Ah-choo!” 

 

“Aigoo~ Taemin-ah, maybe you should shower first. I don’t want you catching a cold since we have a packed schedule tomorrow. This bite-sized dino can wait.” Key patted my bum and walked to the kitchen, dragging a complaining Jonghyun along with him. 

 

“What are you trying to imply here?!” I stepped into the bathroom as Jonghyun’s screaming became faint. 

 

We had held an outdoor performance earlier today, and it rained relentlessly. I couldn’t tell apart what was sweat and what was rain as we sang and danced for hours on end. I stripped off my clothes and stared at my reflection. I loved dancing, truly, it was one of the only things in life that made me feel good about myself. But ever since joining the company, I struggled to find my true self. I stepped into the shower and turned the faucet, letting the water cleanse my body and mind.

 

Sure, I was the cute kid that the company put me out to be, but I couldn’t act out as the person that I wanted to be. I had an image to maintain, and one misdemeanor could affect the whole group. Everything was exhausting, and it felt no longer rewarding. I’m a kid with the responsibilities of an adult. Maybe it’s because I’m not mature yet. Or maybe it’s because I miss my family, having a normal life. I loved being a performer, but sometimes I craved for home. Desperately. 

 

“Yah! Taemin! Bballi! I need to peeee~” Jonghyun banged on the door, pulling me out of my thoughts.

 

“Just a second, hyung. I’m getting out now.” I turned off the shower and let the air chill my skin. Goosebumps formed, from the cold and the thoughts of home. “Tell Key Umma to prepare me some banana milk, please.” 

 

I could hear the Raptor mumble under his breath as he went back to the kitchen. Banana milk reminded me of home. And home was what I needed most. 

 

 

 

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Finally! First chapter is out! XD

I know this doesn’t say much about the story yet, but it’s just an introduction, a prologue maybe? o.O; It’ll pick up in the next chapter....? heehee >.<

But I really have to thank you guys who kept supporting me even though I hadn’t posted ANYTHING in over a year. 

Please anticipate~ I’ll try to update quickly ò)v

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first chapter is finally here~ i know it's not much, but more coming soon :3

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Rini6189
#1
At least Taemin doesn't have to deal with such emotional stress where he is now and only has to focus on the work that he has as an idol and facing the pressures of fame. He is homesick to miss being with his family, a sacrifice made for his personal life to fulfill his dreams. Having such a caring leader like Onew is good since he knows that he has someone that he could count on to be there for support. It's not right to say that one is better off than the other because both are at different points in their lives where they have things (hardships) on their own plates to handle. Both would get a surprise when they wake up to see that their lives have been altered. It sounds like an interesting adventure that they'd have ahead of them.
Rini6189
#2
Her older brother is a grandeur idealist to think that he himself is so great while others around him think otherwise. It's the attitude that he has to dream about becoming something big. Jiho seems to be too into himself to be concerned about Serene. If he is concerned about her at all, he sure has a funny way of showing it--making a joke out of her drinking banana milk to make light of the situation. It looked like a failed attempt at cheering her up if that is what he's trying to do. That's a lot of pressure she's facing: getting dumped and being criticized by her father about her academic progress. By putting her down, he's making her feel that her efforts won't amount to anything. Everything that she does will never be good enough for him is the feeling she gets from his words to make her feel worst about herself. Words without encouragement or motivation behind them are meaningless. It really isn't helping her at all. He must be too intimidating to her mother and her brother that they don't dare to speak against him to come to her defense. When he spoke to her in that tone, he did sound insensitive for not being considerate of his daughter's emotions. When one's in emotional turnoil, it's hard for him/her to fare well at things or have a good focus on something. It must be hard on Serene to not have anybody that she can lean on to share her troubles. She's got a point about having a long way to go in her high school education before enrolling into a university of her choice, which her father is exaggerating (pushing her to give it her 100%).
Rini6189
#3
Time flies. Things seem to go by quickly when you get older. It's different when you're young where it feels that time is going slowly for you. Taemin has been showing a manly image lately because of his maturity.

That "something big" must be the body switching that's about to take place.

The love of banana milk is something that Serene and Taemin have in common. This is what I can see connecting the two together. Somehow, I get the feeling that it would play an important role later in the story. Since they're young, they still have much to learn about life. There are some things that they have yet to comprehend since their maturity levels aren't up to an adult's. It's something that everybody goes through while growing up--finding their way through confusion and acquiring the skills/abilities to deal with different situations and face obstacles.
hairdryer
#4
Update soon! Looking forward to the next chapter!
hottest_elf
#5
You updateddddd XDDD
Haha Dububaby is so freakin adorable in this <3
And omg you added SF&S <3
Oh! I'm starting a new Hae fic too~~!
me_forever #6
YAY A UPDATE!!!!
minimimi
#7
I'm so happpppyyyyy! You updated! Sorry for being a little rude if you (considered it rude) in my previous comments *bows* I can't wait for another update. I understand it's hard to write out your ideas! Hwaiting!
Rini6189
#8
It's good to finally see an update for this fic. Experiencing writer's block from time to time is normal for authors.

Prologue is the proper term to refer to this beginning chapter. Even though it's not much, it's a start to get the reders into the story. Both long for something that's curently lacking in their lives. When the two swap lives and experience it in each other's bodies, they would find that it's not as it's cracked up to be. No matter where one is at in life, there's bound to be some rough spots on the path. This life-altering occurrence could be a good learning experience for them. Banana milk seems to have a connection here.
hottest_elf
#9
UPDATE SOON BBG <3
hairdryer
#10
Update soon!! Looking forward to the body switching!!