I can't unlove you.

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Key is dying. This illness cannot be cured, nor prevented. So a letter is written to explain why he going away for a while.. And when he will return.

Sometimes this illness is a good thing, a great thing. But some times this illness can be deadly. This illness... is love.

 

A/N: 4/27/14 - I messed with the formatting and edited some things so this may look a little different from when the last time you read this, just so you know. Enjoy~

Foreword

Jonghyun,

I need to tell you my feelings, what is true and dear to my heart. If you hate me after this... so be it. But this needs to said. It needs to be heard. I need to get this out. Please forgive me for ruining everything we have or had together.

Your best friend,

        Key

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nedy90 #1
Chapter 1: this screams a sequel.. from jjong's side..
but its already good as it is now.
the pain.. i teared a little.
and its good for u to move on.
find someone else who can give u love.
rainiedayze146 #2
Chapter 1: ..... are you trying to kill me? is this karma for saying I don't ship jongkey as hard as some of my other ships WHAT IS THIS!? I don't think I've ever managed to bring myself to read anything quite this painful about one sided love before and knowing Jjong he is probably actually that oblivious and Key is just using his diva front to hide his sensitive emotions, and you make me cry ;~; I love the way you write! (you turned emotional trauma into a good thing somehow and i like it)
Goddess-of-Love #3
Chapter 1: Again ... dam mit Key ;-;

Key's painful honesty in this just hurts because he loves too much. He wants to move on. He wants to be happy. And he can't and he deserves too but he can't because he loves with his whole heart and he loves to much and that's how he feels with Jonghyun and now he's walking away without giving Jonghyun a chance at all to change things. ;-; Keyyyy .... agh why Key why? He's just this harbinger of love and pain in this. He loves Jonghyun so much that he'd rather hurt himself then allow his love to be heart. He'd break his own heart rather then break Jonghyun's.

Key is so emotionally unstable in this and yet so emotionally strong. The way you write Key is amazing; he is both very strong and very vulnerable. It captures his personality in just the right way and it makes him so ... human. It's truly wonderful.
BloodOrangeMango #4
As I read this in my head, it kinda sounded like a poem. Especially the first few paragraphs. That was pretty cool.
jongkey248 #5
Omg that was amazing! Your style of writing is beautiful!!! Do you think you could make a sequel of jonghyun reading this? :) but even if you don't the story was absolutely heartbreakingly beautiful!!
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