After a tiring day while seating in my room, I decided to go out just to have some fresh air, so I go directly in the garden at the back of the chapel. It’s very cold so I brought my blanket while walking toward the bench I always seated, I saw brother kyuhyun

“Oh, hi brother kyuhyun why you’re here?” I asked and seat beside him

“Oh hi soehyun well I just can’t sleep. so it’s too late why your still awake? “ kyuhyun said

“Just having some fresh air” I replied “hmm the wedding lately they look great as I heard from their story before they get married, they’ve been through a lot of hard times” I said to start a conversation.

“Well at least they end up together” kyuhyun said and bring a forcing smile

“They called it meant to be” I chuckled “well the four girls they make me go crazy they’re really naughty” I continue

“Well god wants for them to spent their life together” kyuhyun smiled

I nodded

“The four girls they’re really look energetic” kyuhyun said

“You’re really right, well sorry about the things they asked you lately” I apologize

“It’s ok” kyuhyun replied “well seohyun when will you planned to get married?” he asked

“Get married?!” I reacted

“Yah, if that time comes let me be the one to lead your ceremony” kyuhyun said sincerely

“Well of course if that’s happened” I replied and smile

“Why you don’t want to get married?” kyuhyun asked

“Well right know I don’t know, I don’t see myself with a man” I replied honestly

“Just be patient they will come in to your life that you will see a guy that you want to spent the rest of your life with” kyuhyun said sincerely

I startled because of what he said to me. then I ask him curiously

I nodded “well brother kyuhyun I’m not offending you but do you experience love?”

“Well of course I’m just a human too” kyuhyun replied and chuckled

“Really? ”I said

“Yes, well back then I loved a girl but unfortunately she died in a car accident. I didn’t expect that too. If can turn back the time I would not let her go by herself. Kyuhyun utterly said in a sad tone

“I’m sorry” I said

“It’s ok. that time before that accident happened I promise to her that I will marry her someday” kyuhyun explained

“Oh that’s why” I replied

“Then when I saw the wedding lately I get sad because this is the day when she hit by a car” kyuhyun continued in a sad face “ when this day is coming I always pray for her soul “ he explained

“Oh that’s why you’re here outside ” I said

Kyuhyun nodded

“Don’t worry I bet she’s really happy right now cause you grow so righteous” I said to him

“I always feel she’s right beside me so I still feel she’s alive” kyuhyun said and smile

As I almost cried and I immediately wipe my tears with my blanket

“Don’t cry you’re emotional too” kyuhyun said in a teasing tone

“That’s why you choose to be a priest?” I asked

“Well not all of that. It’s because I just grow in a religious place and I feel so secured and  lastly I want to comfort other people, I want to bless them with the words of god coz I don’t want other people would feel the feeling of being alone and sad like I experienced” kyuhyun utterly said

“Oh you’re really kind” I said to him with sincerity

“So if you had a problem I’m here to listen ok” kyuhyun said looking directly in my eyes and he smiled

I nodded “thank you” and I smiled back to him

“Well lets go and sleep” kyuhyun said and we head back