You’re the only one in my heart even though you belong to someone else, even if what I’m doing isn’t right as long as I can be with you, even though you’re with him

 

Don’t be afraid even if they tell me to forget you I won’t be able to do it as long as I can be with you

 

It really hurts to love like this, when the one you chose to love can’t ever be yours, may be that’s just it and I have to accept the fact that you belong to someone else, and I also know that I am the one who shares with the love that you have for him.

 

 

Lay’s POV

“I need to go..” I hold her wrist

“wait, please stay for a while more…” I desperately begged her

“I can’t, I can’t be gone for too long he might look for me.” I let go of her arms its no use no matter how much I beg it wouldn’t be enough to make her stay with me. Because her love for HIM will be always be bigger than whatever she feels for me.

 

Tsk… how did I end up like this? I’m a committing a mortal sin, but what the heck do I care?!? I just love her, and that’s all I know.

I love her even though she belongs to someone else, I love her even though I know that she doesn’t feel the same for me, she only agreed to be with me because I’m the one whom she can run to if ever she has a problem. I know from the moment we started seeing each other until now that even though she’s not happy with HIM I know that she loves him so much, much more than what she feels for me. But what can I do other than to just pretend I don’t know anything, act okay even though deep inside I’m hurting, hurting not because she belongs to someone else but hurting because even how much time she spent with me she never learned to love me.

If I can just take her away from him, even though someone told me to just forget about her I can’t because as long as I’m with her I don’t care what others will think. Even if what I’m doing isn’t right, even if she loves him… I will still continue to love her.

 

“Lay!” a girl waved at me

“oh! Jia! It’s been a long time… how are you?” I offered her to sit with me

“yeah~ it’s been a long time since we last saw each other huh? I’ve been good btw. I’ve been very busy because of school and at the same time entering dance competitions… so tell me about what have you been up to this past few months? Are you and… still seeing each other?” she asked with a concerned tone

I just gave her a sad smile

“oh! I’m really sorry if I offended you it’s just that I am concerned”

“yes… we’re still seeing each other…” she now has a poker face

“sooner or later you know that you have to end this, before he finds out… it will be for the better..” she hold my left hand and gave me a comforting look

“I know..” I sadly replied

“do you remember when we were  young, you would always give him everything he wants just to make him happy, may be that’s why he became so spoiled, you were the one who always give… just to make sure your brother won’t cry. I’m not telling you to hold onto her what I mean is you need to save some happiness for yourself too. Maybe it would be for the better if you would stay in Canada and study there… at least it would help you move on…”

 

Luhan’s POV

 

*running*

“ji eun~!! Ji eunnie~!!!” I shouted to get her attention

“WHAT?!?” she turned around looking annoyed

“annyeonghasseyo!” I smiled at her

“pft! Tsss…. You’re so annoying!” she started walking away

“yah! Wait for me~! Ji eunnie~!” I ran up to her

“so… do you want to eat cake with me? Or may be you want me to walk you home Or we can study at the library later or we can go to the park and eat your favorite strawberry ice cream or we ca-..”

“STOP!” she faced me, her face shows that she is angry + annoyed

“I can’t eat cake I’m on a diet, I don’t want you to walk me home because I know where I live and I can go home by myself, I can just study at home there’s no need for me to study at the library cause I already borrowed the books I need, I cant walk in the park.. but..” I just stare at her beautiful face

“but…??” I repeated, really eager to hear her next words

“but… I would love to eat strawberry ice cream.. (^^,) ..”  I can see her blush

“wah! Yes! I mean sure~! If you want to eat strawberry ice cream then I’ll buy it for you! *(^o^)*”

I said to her as I jump because of happiness.

“yah! If you want to walk with me walk faster we might be late for class”

 

--annyeoghasseyo! Jhen imnida hehehe so how is it? Awww sorry for not updating fast it’s because of school. I have many things to do since I belong to many clubs such as

English club

Theater club (even though I am not that talented XD)

The Witness (school paper)

Likha club (ARTS club)

Group leader in many projects XD

 

Haytzzz I have a very hectic schedule but I promise I will update soon!

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Luhan’s POV

 

I walked with jieun to class

“ji eunnie~” I called onto her

“hmm.. what?” she finally looked at me

“aniya~.. (n_n)” I smiled at her

“huh? You’re so!!!” she said in anger

“so??? What?” I mocked her

“so! Arggh!” she stomped her foot

“hahahah~! Yeah! I agree I’m so handsome” I laughed

“bwoh??” she had her you-are-so-weird-Look on her face

“AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!” she’s so funny!

 

I arrived at our house

“Young master, your parents wont be home for two weeks, they need to attend an event is France” mrs. Kim our maid informed me

“tss” I smirked

Ji eun’s POV

*Lulu calling*

“yah! Bwo?”  tsss why did he call me now.

“………….” Tsss and now he is not even answering

“yah! Don’t you prank call me luhan!” still no voice can be heard in the other line

Luhan’s POV

I decided to go to the play ground

It’s getting late, the sky is now dark

Alone…. Ever since I was a kid they would always leave me in the care of my nanny

They never spent time with me, nor even attend special events in my life

They love their money more than me,

It would always be like this..

No one understands me…

I only have myself

Well even I don’t know if I can still rely on myself so silly right? I doubt that I can still go on with life like this…

“tsss you shouldn’t be sitting here by yourself alone..” I looked to my left and I saw her about to sit on the other swing.

“ji-ji eun..” I stuttered

“Here drink this! Lulu~” she handed me a carton of strawberry milk

“ahahaha…” I can’t even describe what I feel right now

“yah! Have you gone crazy already???” she looked at me inspecting me

“aniyo~! I like how you call me.. Lulu~” I imitate her voice

She pouted her lips

“oh well! At least you’re now laughing..”

The wind is brushing her hair

I leaned on her shoulder

“ji eunnie…” I

“hmmm?”

“don’t ever leave me…”

“I won’t…”

“jinjja?”

“neh~! Yaksokhalke (I promise)…”

 

Morning

Luhan’s POV

I ran all my might to catch up with jieun

I know! I should be riding a luxury car to school but I don’t care if I get tired I just want to walk with jieun. J

 

“ji eunni~!” I called her name

I catched up with her and put my right arm on her shoulder

“yah… get your hands off my shoulder.. everyone is looking!” she said with greeted teeth oh no! I’m igniting her anger again

“arasso~” I do as she said

Class started and ended very quickly

It was lunch time

“ji eunnie~!!! Where are you going?” I asked as I followed her

“I’m going to eat in the school garden.”

She answered without looking at me

“oh is that so… can you wait for me? I’ll just buy my food an-..”

“ah. No need, I prepared too much food this morning.. we can share.” She looked away but I can still see her blush

“oh… jinjja! Komowo~! Baby~”

“yah! I’m not your baby! I’m my mother’s baby!” she started to walk towards the garden as I followed her.