Yu Jin's Point Of View

Seven billion.

Fifty million.

Eleven million.

To one.

I ask myself the same question everyday.

Why you?

Why out of the seven billion on this planet you were the one to be the person I fell in love with?

A man adored by many while loved by few. In a way I realized you were never just mine. I had to watch from afar as you gave your love to so many other girls while I was at home wishing I was apart of that crowd.

The computer became my best friend telling me of what you were doing, where you were at, and showing me your face.

I soon became apart of the crowd that adored you and loving you became something that I thought of as unreal.

I was living the life as your fan, Baekhyun.

Two years have gone by and I sat back. I could only watch from the crowd as you grew handsomer and more confident. I can still remember your first attempt to ask me out and in my eyes that Baekhyun was long gone.

I now looked into the eyes of the Baekhyun that was the image of the fan accounts I read online, combined with the interviews, along with the variety shows, and all the photoshoots to form a man I no longer recognized.

But I still longed to see him. To hear his voice again and have him tell me he remembers.

Because my memories wass all I had compared to the one thing I had given to him.

So why such a long separation when my college career ended but a year ago?

Simple.

I made a mistake.

A mistake I regret very much that left me feeling cheated…Or more like the cheater.

But that part of this story is long gone and somewhat forgotten and I now sit on a plane back to the place where you first told me you loved me.

I anxiously twirled the ends of my shirt in between my fingers as the scene of Seoul emerged from under the fog and the plane began its descent. I sat back in my seat and closed my eyes taking deep breaths.

I came back carrying one thing and one thing only.

Hope.

I had faith that something was pulling me back here and wished very much that my hunch was right.

But finding him would be a whole other story that I wished not to dwell on for long.

Stepping off the plane, I felt every emotion that Seoul brought me come rushing back as I breathed in it’s sweet air. I searched the crowded airport for anything, anyone. When I found another man that I had missed dearly, “Jack!”

He stood holding my mother’s hand along with my father’s when he broke free from them and ran to me with his chubby legs, “Noona!”

“I missed you, and look how big you’ve gotten!” I praised him as I pinched his cheek and kissed his hair.

My parents gave me the same warm welcome as they gathered me up in their arms and kissed me, “Welcome back.”

Baekhyun’s Point of View

Ladies’ and Gentlemen we will be landing in Seoul within the next few minutes. Gather all loose belongings and put all table in the upright position…

I rubbed my chin as I looked out window with my hand in my pocket. Flipping over the pin in my hands repeatedly as it became a force of habit.

You left me.

With a letter.

And this.

No words of goobye.

Not a last I’ll love you.

For two years, I’ve hoped and wished to see you again if not at the university, somewhere. Anywhere.

But I saw you nowhere.

What do you even look like now?

Did you change your hair?

Did you grow smaller?

Nothing.

But I hoped every day that you saw me to at least keep that same feeling burning in you like this pin did for me.

Along with the words you left me in that letter,

 I love you very much and hope that you can keep this safe for me until we see each other again.

Those words kept me hopeful. They were what told me you were real and that I didn’t dream up our meeting.

I love you, Yu Jin.

And I didn’t even get to tell you that before you left me.

My questions for you were endless, but I hoped you could at least answer these for me:

Do you remember me?

And do you still love me?

Why did you leave like that?

But most importanly, do you believe in fate?

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I leave you now with this tease as I go on a two week hiatus starting on the 4th!!

haha I'm evil

I would love to frisk him...And the rest of EXO as well..