My favourite part of the day was bedtime. For good reason too. The maknae and I had been told to share a bedroom, which was good in itself, but we had decided to push the beds together so we could sleep together. Simply having one of my lovers in bed with me at night would have been satisfactory but we managed to fit Jongdae in as well. That meant when we went to sleep Zitao would sleep curled up on one side of my body and Jongdae would curl up on the other side. I would lie there with both of them and we would talk until somebody dozed off – usually Zitao was the first one down.