I know that my imaginations will never happen but what if one day they all happen? Will I be able to handle all of those feelings or just give up on waiting for that day to happen? Will I be able to walk with you, talking some cheesy things? Laughing with you like there’s no tomorrow? Dates with you on weekends? Even though it’s all imagination I’ll still believe that someday it will happen.

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Chapter 1

One fine day, while watching those people passes through me I saw this man together with his girlfriend. He has a beautiful smile just like an angel. I can say that he’s happy with his girlfriend because his eyes are sparkling bright then suddenly something popped up on my mind.

“When will I be able to do those things with my boyfriend?”

A man sits beside me. He has a hamburger on his right hand then a cola on his left hand. He seems to be alone but I doubt it because of has a beautiful face and a fine body. I’m sure that he has a girlfriend too and he’s waiting for her so I decide to leave to give them some space.

“Why are you leaving? The guy said.

“I have something to do.” I lied because I know that he’s waiting for he’s girlfriend.

“Do you want some?” He gave me his hamburger but I refuse.

“No thanks.” How can eat that when you already have a bite on it? Yuck!

“What’s your name?” The guy looks at me with a smile. He has dark blue eyes that match well with his milky white skin. His eye looks expressionless. It seems that he’s having so many problems.

“Why ask when this is the first and the last time we will meet?” I know it is harsh for the first meeting but I don’t like talking with strangers.

“Woah! Is this how you treat someone you don’t know?” He’s still wearing a smile even though I treat him like that. “I’m Mickey. Nice meeting you? Now, what’s you name?”

“Star” I said in a low voice.

“Pardon? Can you say it in a high voice? I can’t hear you”

“My name is Star.” What the heck with this guy? What’s the point of knowing each others name?

“Star?” He laughs a bit but back again to smiling face. “Why Star? Your parents gave it to you?”

“No” I replied with irritation.

“No?” He repeats. “Then who?”

“I grew up on an orphanage. My mother left me when I’m still 7 months old. Sisters on the orphanage said that my mother is a singer and needed to leave me so that she can pursue her dreams. They also said that I resemble her a lot. I don’t have a grudge on her and I hope that someday I can be with her.” I finished with teary eyes.

“You resemble her a lot? That means she’s beautiful too?” I can see the excitement on his face. “Can you sing too?” He asks while holding my hands.

“Uhm…please let go of my hands. Remember this is our first meeting.” At first he didn’t want to let go of my hand but I keep on resisting until he finally give up.

“I’m a choir member for 12 years. I spent my whole time spending singing on different churches.” I said.

“Wow! Can you sing for me? Please!” He holds again my hands.

“You know I promise to myself that the first guy that will hold my hands will be my first and last boyfriend but it is ruined now because of you!” I said while trying to release my hand from him.

“Then let me…” He holds my hands tighter. “I know you will never believe me but this is love at first sight. Please let me.” He said with a serious face.

“Uhm…excuse me I need to go. My choir mates are waiting for me.” I stood up but him still holding my hands. “Please let me go. This talk is nonsense. Your girlfriend will get mad at me when she saw you holding my hands!”

“Are you jealous?” He asks and then he smirked.

“How can I be jealous when this is our first meeting?”

“You think all this time that I have a girlfriend?” He suddenly pulls my hands and put me into his lap. “Don’t worry you have my eyes and heart.”

“ert!” I give him a slap on his face and take the chance to runaway from him.

“Hey!” He tried to catch me but I’m too fast for him. He never knows that I always run and no one beats me. “You’ll never escape from me. Remember this. When I let someone in there’s no way to get out!” He said shouting.

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To be continue~~~~