I was searching for him, hoping he was still there.
But when I got there, he was with her and the pain was so hard to bear.
All those sufferings and pain...
While I was standing in the rain, crying, my heart felt so heavy.
He was there, smiling, his eyes were full of happiness.
He sighed contentedly as he held her hands and gazed at her adoringly.
I cried harder; oh why couldn't he look at me like that?
What has she got that I don't?
I wanted to give him up, but I can't. It's too hard, too hard to let go.
I just love him too much.
Didn't he know that I would give up everything just to feel his touch?
To have him gaze at me adoringly, with his eyes full of love?
I could...no, I would sacrifice everything for him.
But he didn't know that at all, he didn't know how hard it had been.
How hard it was to reach him.
To let him know how I feel.
To hug him, to gaze deeply in his eyes...
And to be able to tell him all these things.
But it was too late. I had let go.
And now, I'm just in a place he'll never know.
I'm here, all alone, watching him, while loneliness filled my heart.
Because I...
I didn't even had the chance to prove to him, to show him.
If only he had given me a chance to let him know...
that I love him.