PANICK ATTACKS

You are panting at the backstage and you seriously want to pee. WHAT THE F??? You think of ways to escape this crazy situation you are in but you're minds all air. You smack your head and said "Why BRAIN? WHY???! T_T after all that we've been through this is what you'll offer me at this crucial moment?" :<

your knees went weak and you fell to the floor and you're thinking God why me??? i am such a good person, i pray before i sleep and eat and...... and........ uh........ *oh freak* your shoulders slumped in defeat i guess this what i get for not doing what im suppose to do. You roll on the floor crying huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh

and you suddenly sat up and anger filled your eyes

"Freak! Why do i have to do this? i'll seriously kill my teacher for blackmailing me into this" you hissed

FLASHBACK....

it was a normal morning. it's NORMAL because you're always late when coming to class (kyahahahaha) you rush up to your classroom hoping that your teacher had an emergency or was sick or stepped on a banana and slipped and… and… ANYTHING! PLEASE! So that I won’t be scolded.

You stopped in front of the door. You listen for an irritating voice of a tyrant and noises made by your classmates. And your heart beats fast oh why is it quiet? Was there a suspension of class? Probably not coz if there is you would be the first one to know (lol). Fudge! Is the tyrant here already? You wanted to cry and flee for your life but you have to face this you said to yourself. You slowly reached for the knob, turned it and open the door.

What you saw was that all of your classmates stared at you with worry and concern in their eyes

Why are they looking at me like that? Weirdos. You immediately scanned the rest of the room for your teacher and saw that she was leaning on the wall looking at you with that scary eyes and grinning evilly

“Well well well miss _________ nice of you to finally come to class. This is your 5^th tardiness to date and this was your last straw” grinning the teacher continued. “What does this mean miss _____? Hmm? Can you please tell me?”

“i-i-i uh” you tried to speak but words can’t come out of your mouth because you were afraid and tears was welling up in your eyes.

“Yes?” the tyrant said. “Oh very well I’ll tell it to you. You are officially dropped from my class aside from that your scholarship from this music school will be terminated as well” the teacher happily stated.

Your heart was like squashed by a ten wheeler truck and you couldn’t control your tears any more. You cried frantically.

“Stop your nonsense miss _____. It’s your own fault. But since I’m a nice person I’ll give you a chance so that I won’t drop and remove your scholarship and of course this won’t be in your records. Next week there will be a nationwide audition for a soloist for SM ENTERTAINMENT.  Out of the millions who will be auditioning only ONE will be chosen. If you can be that one miss ____ _then of course you won’t need to suffer this punishment im about to give” smiling cynically she continued “I’m actually giving you a favor aside from  what I said you can be an instant star IF you make it of course” she laughed evilly.  “so do we have a deal?” she asked you.

You looked at her with swollen eyes and filled with anger “fine. I will show you that I’ll be the one who will be chosen. Mark. My. Words. ”

-END OF FLASHBACK-

 YOU’RE NOT SURE OF THAT NOW T_T

the people's endless buzz surrounds you ear. Then you finally heard the MC announcing "Next up ladies and gentlemen is auditionee No. 4,777 she’ll perform The Boys of Girls’ Generation! Wow! What guts this girl has! She’ll perform this by herself? This will be interesting. Let’s see if she will be successful. Let’s welcome MISS ________________"

You stepped on the stage and walked toward the center. The blinding spotlight is on you and you hear the music start…

Boys boys boys boys out…

You sing : Geobi naseo sijakjocha anhae bwatdamyeon
Geudaen tudeoldaeji marajom!
GG
Jujeohamyeon gihwehneun modu neoreul bikyeoga
Gaseum pyeogo nawa bwara jom!
T R X
Bring the boys out!…

(sing..sing.. sing… dance…dance…dance…)

You performed all your heart out.

“…B-Bring the boys out”

Finally your performance is over. You nervously await the reaction of the crowd. Suddenly the crowd went wild!!! They were screaming and clapping for you!!! You were so overwhelmed by this that the only you could was take a bow and say “thank you!” then you slowly walked out of the stage.

After a few hours---

All of the contestants awaited the result .Your heart beats wildly

“oh FUDGE! The result will be announced any moment now. Im gonna freak out!” you flail your hands wildly

“ok ladies and gentlemen I have the results! Who do you think will be the winner?” crowd screams their favorite “ok  ok calm down everybody. The winner of the SM Entertainment audition is none other than” your feel like your heart is gonna jump out of your chest. “ Auditonee  4,777 Miss ______”

“YESSSSSSSS!!!!! I WON!!!” You danced your dorky dance “uh huh uh huh u huh who’s the man, I mean woman, whatever I won!!!!!!!! (LOL) ” you jumped up and down with glee!

“may we have Miss _____ on the stage please” the MC called out.

You stepped on the stage and froze your eyes fixated on the person holding your contract oh ! Is that K-K-Kai!!! Oh my gosh I’m gonna faint. Ok _____ calm down! You need to act cool in front of HOT KAI. You unfroze yourself and started walking again. You were so close to the MC and HOT KAI  and then of course the inevitable happen in this oh so supposed to be perfect moment your feet got tangled on the cable wires and

POOF! You have your Lips to Cement moment with the floor.

OH MY GOSH THIS IS EFFIN EMBARASSIN. You hear KAI, the MC and the Crowd (DUHHH) laughin their pants out. OH  GROUND SWALLOW ME NOW! T_T

Then suddenly you felt someone’s hand on your shoulder and helped you to get up.  And you were shocked to find out that your face to face with KAI. You can feel his breath on your lips “you are so adorable. Be careful next time ok?” he smiles at you and he encircles his arm in your waist. Your face was like the color of an apple. Kai saw it  and he laughed. He gave you the certificate he puts the mic on and said “______ welcome to our SM family” he kissed you on the cheek and you blushed more.

Oh im gonna die.