Baby you're the only thing

That's been on my mind..

Ever since you've left,

I've been a mess..

I'll say it once and I'll leave you alone..

But I gotta let you know..

I wanna get back to the old days,

When the phone would rings..

and I knew it was you..

When I heard this song named "Get Back" by Demi Lovato. It always reminds me of him..

Eventhrough he had to leave me..

He had to break my heart..

He had to end 'us'..

I still love him..cos I knew it in my heart that..

It's all for his dream.. 

His dream of being a singer or perhaps a rapper..

He wanted to make something good out of himself..

He wanted to make his family proud of him and he wanted me to be proud of him..

And I was always supporting his dreams..

Even it meant, losing my own happiness..

I'll do anything just to make sure his dream came through.. that's how much I love him..

I still remember the night when he to broke the bittersweet news to me..

[ Flashback ]

I was in our kitchen, our home cooking Taecyeon's favorite food..

Well, to be honest he love every kind of food.. He's not very picky in food and he always had a big appetite on food...

Just my type, I was a baker.. So, a guy that loved my cooking is a turn on..

I felt a pair of hands grabbing me by my waist and a nose in the crook of my neck..

I knew it was him, It's Taecyeon.. He was the romantic person I've ever meet..

Some people said he's cheesy but he's just perfect for me..

Taec : "Yeobo~ we need to talk.."

You : "Sure, just tell me.."

He turn off the stove and turn my body around..

You : "Hey, I was cooki---"

Before I could finish my sentence, I already felt Taec's lips on mine.. He was passionate and when he pulled away..

He grabbed my hands and lead me to the table.. He placed me on his laps as his hands wrapped nicely around my waist..

Taec : "Yeobo~~"

This time, his voice sounded sad.. and dissapointing..

You : "Baby,what's wrong..?"

I cupped his cheek in my hands and look at him.. His eyes was watering..

He reached over his pocket and handed me a envelope..

It was the result of his audition.. He was auditioning for JYP entertainment cos his sister insisted him to go..

At first, he wanted to be a model due to his high height, I always make fun of him.. thinking that he could be some supermodel..

When he was recommended to try singing,rapping and dancing..

His curiousity mode is instantly ..

He is the type of guy who love to try new things, so he went away and try it..

I slowly opened the letter.. And I saw a big "PASSED"..

You : "Baby..!! You pased the audition..!!!!"

I jump in happy and hug him tightly.. but he didn't respond to my hug..

His hands look like it just died..

You : "Baby, you passed.. aren't you happy..?"

Taec : "No, I not.."

His voice crack.. 

You : "Why..?"

Taec : "Don't you remember the no.1 rule if I got in..?"

Then it hit me..

1. no girlfriend

2. no cellphone,laptop

3. practice is your priority

My tears immediately fell down...

We were suppposed to get married in the next 3 months..

He said to me, there's no way he'll passed the audition..

So,he was gonna be a lawyer and we would go back to the state and he'll continued his studies there while I took bakery lesson there..

But now.. with this news..

Everything we planned went down hill.. everything vanished with just one letter..

Taec : "Yeobo~ what am I supposed to do..?"

I look down and hug him..

I can't said choose me over his dream..

I can't, so there's only one way, we had to break up..

You : "There's no other way Taec.."

The minute I said Taec, he knew what I was saying,, I never called his Taec, it was always baby,cupcake,babe...etc.

Taec : "Yeobo~ I can't do that.. I need you.."

He began my hair, even through he had to break me, he was still the one who offered his shoulder for me to lean on..

You : "Taec,it's your drream.. I'm just a girl.. you'll find someone better.."

Taec : "YEOBO!! What are talking about.. You're not just a girl, you're my girl.. It's fine, I can always be a lawyer.. it's what my dad want.. and--"

You : "No, you're going to be a singer,rapper,dancer.. You'll go through this path.."

Taec : "What about us..?"

You : "We can still get back together after you achieve everything you wanted.."

Taec : "I'll come back for you yeobo.."

You : "I'll be here.."

[ End of Flashback ]

"IRENE..!!" 

You : "Huh..?"

Kelly : "What flowers is better..? White rose or red rose..?"

You : "White rose.."

It was what Taec's always give me.. He said it represent the purenest he see in me..

Kelly : "Okey, I'll need 5000 white rose for my wedding.."

Yes, my sister was getting married..

Correction,my LITTLE sister was going to ger married before me..

Don't get me wrong but if it hadn't been the way it happen..

If Taec didn't passed, I would be the one who's getting married..

I love my sister very dearly but every single person keep coming up to me asking how I felt about my little sister getting married before me..

How do you think it felt..? Of cos it felt horrible..

but how can I get married when my heart is still waiting for him..

It's been 4 years since he left.. we never had any types of contact..

After we broke up, I went to US and continued my studies there just like how Taec wanted me to do..

 My heart was still waiting for him,..

For all I know, Taec was doing better..

He's famous, the rapper of 2pm..

The man of every hottest out there..

But one thing that never change about him was his dorky personality and his cheesy attitude..

I still keep track of every song that they sang..

and I still keep track of every scandal he had with the other idols..

Especially the girls of from Girl Generation..

First, it was Sunny, then Yoona and now Jessica..

To tell you the truth, I tried not to believe those article but...

There's this little voice in my head that keep saying..

"FORGET HIM ALREADY"

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It was supposed to be a one-shot but.. it's too long..

I'll update the rest, in the week..

What do you think..?

Is it good..?? If you have any storyline on 'one-shot'..

Tell me..!! I wanted to do more one-shot..!