-Do you love me?-

I asked him trying to hold my tears.

-No-

He said without feelings, my heart cried in pain when I heard him.

-But why? Why you don’t love me anymore?

-I met someone else, he makes me feel special, with him I don’t feel empty-

“Empty” that ing word.

-You feel empty when you are with me?-

I said to him with pain in my words.

-Pyo you know that is not what I mean-

-so what? What do you mean?... you played with me all this whole time, you never love me, and I…I fall in love for you, ! I love you so much. I was the only one that wanted that this relationship work… All the gifs that I gave to you, all the sweet words that I said to you… oh! I am an idiot.-

I said to him, he was making fun of me all this time.

-can you stop being a kid; you are making this more hard. I never played with you, I tried to love you, but I can’t Pyo. I can’t lie to myself.-

He said and I know he was saying the true; something that I love of him is that he never lies.

-when taeil? When you changed your mind about us?

I was not sure if I wanted to know, but I can’t stop myself from asking.

 -Dunno 1 or 2 months maybe.-

…maybe…

-Why you didn’t tell me before?-

Why you tell me now, when I can live without you?

-I wanted to be sure that I didn’t feel the same for you anymore. I know that you hate me in this moment but it is better in this way.-

I want to hate you but I can’t, because I love you so much.

-I don’t hate you Taeil… I can’t hate you.-

-I am really sorry Pyo.-

He said with sincerity.

-Leave me alone… I need to think please-

With that he leaves me alone in my room. I hugged myself and cry, I cried all the pain that my heart feels.