Author's Note

Recurrent.

Hi everyone :) My author’s note is now transferred here since I had a few things to add to. If you’re wondering why I updated again, I changed some details in the story (and some grammar, phrasing etc. errors.). Oh yes, the errors I had made in this oneshot were pointed out by my awesome friend, Baekholic who helped me a lot, really. The reason for me adding a few more details were also because she told me about some lacking points of it so kudos to her and I forgot to write certain parts of the oneshot planned out so I added them in. Okay, that’s all actually and I credited my friend who made the poster for me ^^ I forgot to at first so I thought I should state it here.

So I don’t really know how you all feel about this story – too long, too draggy, too confusing, too weird or anything along the lines. I have to say I was quite disappointed by the end-product (but now that I had added a few more details I guess I am more assured now) because it did not turn out like I wanted it to be but this is one of the oneshots that I’m most proud of since I worked on it for like two days and it’s my longest oneshot ever. It took up seventeen pages of Microsoft word and it’s like 9000+ words.

This oneshot is slightly different from stories I normally write since it’s not meant to make one cry (I swear the angst parts are just kind of emotionless to me) and it has demons and whatever. I normally write stories that have cliché deaths to be honest. Honestly, I have no idea if this is angsty enough or it just lacks emotions. I don’t think it’s tear-jerking but I thought that the pain of having to wait for eternity for someone that will just end up not loving you or dying or something like this is just gosh, much more than characters dying randomly. I’m sorry if this oneshot is not exactly up to your expectation (it’s the most I can do :( ) and yeah, I hope that this oneshot is not that bad :)

I know, I know my author’s note is getting far too long but I just want to thank everyone for subscribing and commenting because it really encourages me. ^^ okay that’s all. Comment! ^^ Comment! ^^ Comment! ^^

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dohana
#1
i dont have a word.just give me a moment.
its beautiful yet hurt a lot.
tq author-nim
Bunny_Babeuu
#2
. . . this is like most perfect thing i ever read . . .
im crying a river now, this story really hurt my heart
wow author-nim! you such an awesome earthling xD
phyllislovesdance #3
Heyyo you know who I am right? Can I call you Z instead of your real name? :D this is like the best angst I have ever read... It's like so sad that I can't cry because it is so beautiful at the same time :) its really good, you should consider writing longer fics ^^
Exoticer
#4
....
I dont really know what to say about what I just read.
Mostly only because there arent any words I know that can describe how brilliant it is.
This was just way too amazing. I love the story plot way too much. I love love love how angsty this is, because I LOVE angst, but something in me just wishes that sehun could have realized sooner.
I Thank you so much for writing this.
Too perfect.. I just.. need a moment.
Brb, recommending this story to like everyone.
tm_forever
#5
i would make a comment but i cant now
later when im okay i will tell you omfg
shineeforever5 #6
for my lifetime. :*
parkseunggi
#7
THIS IS THE REAL ANGST ONESHOT I LOVE THIS I CRIED HARD
JEONJUNGK00K #8
reading then stopping to wipe my tears. then continue back and this thing will be repeated all over again ;~; why oh why this fic makes me cry so much ;~;