A Sad Day (Author's Note)

Whatever Happened to Saying Goodbye? [Oneshot]

It's been years since I last posted any chapter or story here in AFF. 

 

Jonghyun's passing left me stunned  and heartbroken. I cannot believe that once upon a time I thought of writing this oneshot wherein he's the lead and the one who left s behind. Not only that, I don't think he said goodbye to anyone properly this time, too.

​​​Whatever happened to saying goodbye, Jonghyun? 

 

My heart is in so much pain. But I can only hope that wherever he is, he's in a happier place now. 

Rest in peace, Kim Jonghyun. You will forever be our bling bling SHINee. 

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lily_bunny #1
Chapter 1: numb and empty since that day..
laugh and cry at the same time is common now..
missing our shining petite angel each minute and day..
going strong for the boys as i love them equally too..
LocketKay #2
Chapter 1: So sad and actually a little beautiful..
Nice job author..
bebstaem #3
I came back to this story after so many years for the reason I do not want to accept.
baekpcypher #4
Chapter 1: my heart hurts so bad and my eyes are swollen.

still, it was a beautiful masterpiece.
thank you for writing this
onhyeon #5
This. This story.
I was shocked on Monday because I remember this. And I feel so sorry I read this back then :( I feel so bad. Especially The part about Taemin improved his singing skill killed me more.

It has been a long time since I came this site. I don't even know why I have the urge to come here tonight.
And see your update. So I left a message.

Thank you for writing this story, authornim. And thank you for sharing your thought here.
I know healing takes time, that our hearts will be heavy for a while. I hope we can bear it till that time.
MochiJiminJams #6
Chapter 1: Im crying so badly right now
Awake-In-The-Night #7
Chapter 2: I don't know when I read this story of yours. I can't remember which year or month. But I remember starting the reading while thinking it would be about a funny secret or something. And I couldn't piece together the scenes in your story so I totally wasn't expecting your ending of jonghyuns story. I was absolutely devastated as if it had really happened in reality and kinda mad at you, the author, for the outcome of the fic. As I heard about the news on Monday I again had that feeling as when I read your story. How could something like this have happened? Could anybody have saved him? Could we all have helped him?
I keep forgetting about the happenings and catch myself thinking of shinees future songs or jonghyuns solos. And then I remember and the guilty sadness returns...
I really wish all the best to his family, friends and all the people whom he loved and who loved him. Even more importantly I wish him peace and happiness. He should have felt those while he was there for us. At least now he should be well and happily smiling. He was an angel and he is one now too.

As I saw your update I thought of rereading this story, but I don't want to. Not now. Maybe sometime in the future. But definitely not now.
princess_kim #8
Chapter 1: What happened to him?

I mean, what illness did you give him..

This is amazing btw, very poetic and heart wrenching. Sad though, Poor Jongie :( RIP ( in story form ofc)
kpopoppa #9
Chapter 1: OMG WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN???? I am sobbing and my Mum is looking at me weirdly. I CANT EVEN FUNCTION THAT WAS SO SADDDDD
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