Eenie meenie –justin bieber (YunJae)

The lights flashing, but its still hard to see in this darkness. But finding that one person should be done. He cant find him, walking and stumbling between all the waving bodies, all kinds of people around him, some having a strong perfume on and others smell like alcohol.

But still, where is that person, that friend of his, well not exactly a friend, but a close one, he may confuse this feeling in him to Love, but maybe he is REALLY confused and its all in real is a strong bond between the two.

Wedding dress – Teayang (Yunho-OC)

The air slowly playing with his bangs, making them dance in rhythm just as the bells rang ‘DING DING’ the atmosphere is just overwhelming, making him choke in his happiness, he looked around as the time for the bride came, but how much he wished he didn’t, the smile in that face was shy, and her head was slightly bowing, she made her way to the altar with her father by her side, she took step after step approaching the awaiting man just ahead of her, but with every step he felt his tears creeping behind his eyes, giving the stingy feeling, but still he smiled at the bride and moved his mouth saying “Congratulation”

Run away – MBLAQ (Changmin-OC)

His breathing becoming loud as he gave his best pulling his legs forward, running, escaping that one spot.

He ran and ran, and never even glanced behind him, afraid to see worse than what he already witnessed, which was enough for him. He was in denial, why is he running? Why is he going as far as he could away from that place, from that one person? Wasn’t he who rejected him? Wasn’t he who screamed and laughed and mocked the other man for carrying feeling for him? But why now? Did he have feelings too? Or is he just too possessive for the one who had feelings for him? But either ways, he hated it, seeing his admirer with someone else.

Hate that I love you – rehanna (JaeHo)

Oh yes, I admit, I love you, but how do you want me to confess. You wont let me, but I want to say these words, just three of them is enough to get out my heart, but you always send me away.

I hate how much I love you, and how much I need you, oh I hate how I love you so. You’ve got the power to torture me, oh yes its my fault, but I cant control this heart, I don’t have the choice to decide who to hold feelings for, but no I’m not sorry, because as much as you feel awkward now since you knew about these feelings, I know that I’m hurting bigger.

You don’t know- westlife (Junsu-Changmin or Yoochun)

Who you are to judge me? My mother? My father? None of these.

Stop looking this way toward me, im sick of it, I would be who I am, I will act the way I want, and I will be the one I want to be, just stop the crap and get lost.

I hate how much you mock me, I hate how much you tell me what to do and what to not, its just .. over the limit.

You don’t know.

Being this person is all I had left to have.

I am who would be dumb than awkward, stupid than to understand, cheesy than strict, and heartless than to care.

Just get away.

I don’t like to show this side of me, I don’t like people to know.

It’s enough being a celebrity, its hard, and I want nothing of this now for all I care.

I want my personal life, my personal space.

I already don’t have the right to go here and there, don’t have the permission to do this and that, but at least I wanted to love as my heart pleases, but the stares of the world would judge.

Ah, I am at my peek, I am about to over flow.

And all this gave me no other choice than to be faceless

I want to be this way.

I wont regret.

Maybe not now, maybe not tomorrow, but at least, for now let me live at peace.

I want to rest.

 

No love – simple plan  ( Jaejoong – OC)

Say it out loud, scream it damn it.

These what the walls around him wanted to say, he have been standing there with tears in his face for several minutes already, but he never flinched. His boyfriend left him, well not forever, but the usual game; always shouting at him always hitting him then he gets out cursing, just like a boss.

As if their relationship was a tension release, and in the end no other get hurt but this crying boy

Shinee – Hello (JunChun)

Blushing hard as his hand brushed to the other, and he looks away, too shy to turn to his crush; they were standing in the crowded train, stocked to each other, but this little freshman just cant take it, he always dreamt about being with this one person – his crush-, at least see him close by but his stubbornness wont let him do that, but now it was too much for his liking, and he wanted to run away but take this moment with him to treasure it with forever

Unstoppable – Kat DeLuna (Junsu)

His mind is in blur, his body swaying to the beat of the song, hips right and left, with his head looking down, too much drown in the tune of the addictive rhythm, just away from the world, in that one space he is free in, with no one around, he wasn’t drunk, but he drank enough in his sadness, had enough sorrow, and he is never the drama queen, so letting the beats steal him, him into the nothingness he is living, it gives him a pain killer for awhile if not for ever.

Fight inside- red (Random)

At the corner of that dark room, a silhouette hugging herself, feeling lonely, feeling unwanted, just as she always feared.

And it hurts again

She was that one person who was never social, she was that someone who is never open, she was a mystery, in a misery.

Until she transferred.

She longed for a new beginning, no not for being someone else but only for the hope of getting a friend, so she was, she turned to one who was a boss, thought her heart always was against her, but her pride and fear of losing again took over her, she got one friend then two, then a gang, but then what? Being a means being bad, being bad means a horrible scandal, and a scandal like that leads to loneliness.

I don’t like love – kim junsu (Yoosu) “according to the relationship-looking that yoochun have with the lead actress in Rooftop prince and how junsu feels”

Heart beating, chest hurting, head spinning, with red eyes. Its enough, I had enough.

Hah! I need fresh air, I don’t want to see anyone, I want to weep, I don’t want to go home.

Everything seems wrong, everything is wrong.

Why would it turn this way? Why must I go through this?

Why did I see that? oh why did I feel this?

How much I hate it

Let me go, let me disappear, I have no intension to live.

I just don’t want to face this world, not face you.

It feels like dying I bet. It feels like a heart attack or worse.

Tell me why? Tell me what to do!

I’m exhausted, I’m out of power.

I never thought love would feel like choking, like suffocating.

I don’t want to feel this way, I don’t want to be broken, I want to stand tall, but how now? After knowing that we can’t be for each other?

 

 

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