Is this the real pain? The blood is flowing out of my body. It’s continuously flowing. It never stops. I want it to stop but it won’t. I just want to tell him that, I really fell in love with him since the first time I met him.

He’s smile. He’s kindness. He’s fashion for music. He’s voice. All of these are the things that I like about him but above all of these there’s one particular thing that I like about him. This thing that makes me feels happy every time. I want it so much. It’s addicting. And it saddens me that I will never be able to feel it but I’m really glad that I saved his life.

He’s primary existence is the only thing that matters to me. I’m glad his safe. Dying for someone you love is very satisfying.

Jieun spoke with her last remaining breath “Bang ..Yong… Guk., I – (Read all the chapters J)”