"ehmm...dear everyone..when u read this letter..its mean that im already gone.."i choked on my word.

"maybe..im die in a happy way or not..but i don't care...for umma,thanks for being a great mom for me..taking care of me since im sick..maybe imma burden for u...so umma im really sorry.."i stop for awhile when jong's umma cried loudly.

"you such a good and caring mom..hope appa is here too...for gyu hyung..thanks for being my protective brother..i know you  kinda nagging sometimes..but i missed you nagged too much these day...why hyung doesn't nag at me anymore?its really hard to take care of me right?im so sorry if i didn't respect you as hyung.." took a deep breathed before continued,i saw gyu hyung cried silently but his smiled still formed on his face.

"for yeol hyung,you are my bestie ever...take care of others for me,okay?especially myungie..i trust on you hyung..you are a good listener..you always listen to my problem and try to find the solution...i really appreciate you and im so sorry.."yeol hyung alreday on his knees and covered his face with his hand.

"for cute yadong couple,thanks for being my bestfriend since kindergarten although we are not in the same age..hope both of your dream will succeed in the future become a cool dancer..i hope i can see you both dance live infornt of me..for my woowoo hyung,first of all thanks for everything...and im sorry for breaking our promise to open a woojong teddy shop that we had dream before..maybe hyung can open the shop with gyu hyung..he was like me too...but nagging too much..but please for jong's sake  can hyung open shop.."i trembled when i saw my name on the letter,i tried to calm myself and read it.

"for myungie hyung..you are the last..don't get jelly eh..i make it super special for you..thanks for accepted my love...i was so happy satying by your side.."tears already vuilt on my eyes.

"im so happy..sorry for not letting you know..don't blame gyu hyung...i ask him to keep it as secret..i don't wanna hyung feel sad...a-atleast hyung didn't see that im suffer...and i d-don't wanna show h-hyung af-after all..please forgive me everyone....i love you all and.."tears already rolled on my cheeks and i just mumbled the last painful word..i love myungie more.

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atlast!!!the end!!!hope like and also comment...awww...dun worry i won't bite u...kekekeke...see u soon on my next fanfic...maybe myungjong or woogyu...well who knows XDD AS USUAL MIANHAE!!!i didnt check my spelling or grammar...and im too lazeh...mys houlder still hurt T.T love u all paiii~