15/05/2012

 Dear diary,

Was I chosen to experience this heartbreak? I know it's selfish of me to say that it's so painful when there's other people suffering much worse, but it hate this feeling. It's like I'm forced to rewind and rewatch everything all over again; this heartbreak, this contant throb in my heart. 

I loved him. I still love him. That's the problem, I can't let him go.

What do I do? No matter how much I tell myself to reject him, I can't. I love him too much.

Every single time when I build as much ice around my heart to distant myself away from him; he always melts it. Unaware and oblivious to my feelings.