The boys were driving with the speed of the light down their street.They turned the volume of the radio to max and started singing and yelling.It was

new year ofcourse,they were celebrating.Jaejoong smiled wide at his boyfriend who was now driving the car.Jae yelled a loud 'I love you Micky' and

when Micky was about to reply something hit them...



"Is ..is he alive?" somebody said to me.I tried to stand up but my body was hurting.I put a hand on my head I felt something sticky.I looked at my hand

and saw...blood.I lifted my head a bit and saw people around me and an ambulance next to me.I looked around and saw my dearest flower,the sun

light in my eyes,the pretties of all - Kim Jaejoong.Laying there,without moving,no breathing.His face was pale and was covered with blood.I reached

my hand to touch him but he was too far away.My eyes started to tear,when I felt the wet liquid fell down my face.

''Jae..'' I tried to say.I tried again,hoping that it will be louder.No responce....this time I yelled with all my powers hoping that he will just wake up and

come and hug me.But it didn't happen.Doctors lifted him off the ground and put him in the ambulance.

I watched him,tried my best to catch him.I was useless.My boyfriend is dead...he took my hearth with him.I'm sorry for everything Jaejoongie.I'm

sorry....

One year later...

Walking slow,holding a one single rose,tearing eyes,lonely soul,tooken hearth.That was how Micky Yuchun felt.His eyes were full of tears,but he

didn't cry.He cried all this year,this time he needed to be strong.For the first time after the funeral he went to the graveyard to see him precious

Jaejoong.

After reaching his stone,Micky kneeled down and left the rose.He smiled as he felt close to Jaejoong again.Micky brushed the tip of his fingers over

the picture that was plased on the stone.Tears started to fall...he couldn't hold himself more.He sobbed hard while watching Jaejoong's picture.All

this time he felt guilt.He was the reason that Jaejoong was now dead.He couldn't even tell him that he loves him.

"Hi my precious.How are you there?Are you okay?" he started to talk just like a normal person.Tears stopped...they finished,no more left.Micky

removed the hair that fell on his face and leaned to kiss Jaejoong's picture.

"Is everybody being nice to you,baby?Do they hurt you?Did you find yourself another one?I hope you did,because I want you to be happy.Please baby

for me find somebody.I know that you probably want me to do the same and baby I really try.I really try to move on,but I can't.I can't you hear me.." he

screamed the last part.He was barely breathing.His throad was burning.

Tears started to fall once again,but this time they felt hot.Micky had the feeling that his face was burning.Like blood was falling not water.

"I'm sorry Jaejoong..I promised myself that I won't be crying.I really did,but I can't.Just as I remember the past....us kissing and hugging,our first

time,everytime we used to spend together...I miss those times Jae,I miss them so much.I love you Kim Jaejoong.Please be happy" and after those

words Micky went back to his car and went home.