4. I hate that he always keeps we waiting
Hate You With Love
Since Siwon has a hectic schedule, he is probably late for everything we plan together. When we plan a date at 12:30pm, he will arrive at 12:50pm. On one of our dates, he came 6 hours late! Since I'm such a fool, I actually bothered waiting for his sorry (excuse my language) to arrive.
When I get there on time, my heart starts to race already. Anxiety raises. I feel nervous about the slightest detail. Is he going to arrive any time soon? Am I looking alright? Is my hair messy? Am I reconized by fans? Should I take off the ring Siwon gave to me incase people take photos and create rumours? I start to hesitate. Every second, I decide I should just go home. Every second, I decide to wait for another couple minutes. My constantly going and never ending cycle.
When he arrives, puffing from running so much, a smile instantly appears on my lips. I forget how much time he made me waste. I forge how much I could have been doing other things. I forget the nervousness I had that lingered in my heart. I forget the torture of waiting for him to arrive as I constantly fidgit around. I forget everything. I even sometimes forget to argue and scold him for being late again.
Does he take some sort of joy in being late for our scheduled dates? Is he just doing something along the way? Does he do it so he sees how nervous I was waiting for him all day? Does he enjoy watching me pout as he arrives? I don't know. This is Siwon I'm talking about. There is no way anyone (including me) can predict what Siwon is currently thinking about. I wish I knew though.
It was 1:20pm. The date was scheduled for 12:30. He's late. Almost by an hour. Where the heck is he today? I actually bothered to not bring my laptop to play Starcraft. I can't believe I thought he was going to be on time today... I'm such a faithful idiot. I should have gone home by now.
I look at myself and fidgit with my clothing for the 34th time today. I can't believe he's late. I actually bothered to get up early, take a shower, pick my clothes carefully and use moisturiser. When is he going to be here? I am so nervous right now. All these illogical questions are running around my head. Things that involve my appearance.
As I sigh heavily, I turn to see if I can spot Siwon anywhere. Sadly, I do not see him anywhere. Just a couple of fans and by-standers. I want to faint right now. I can't recall how many times he has been late for our dates. Even though I know this is not particularly his fault, I wish he was actually on time for once.
"Kyuhyun-ah." I feel 2 pair of arms snake around my waist and hug me tightly. I turn my head to see Siwon standing there. All of a sudden, all my thoughts disappear into the air.
"Siwon hyung~" I pout as I attempt to loosen his hands away from my body. It didn't work.
"Sorry I'm late." Siwon apologised.
"I waited for 50 minutes. What's your excuse this time?" I asked with the pout still on my face.
"My schedule ran overtime." Siwon explained.
"Gosh. Do you know how bored I was? I didn't even bring my laptop to play Starcraft on!" I exclaimed, ignoring the stares and shyly smiling eyes of our fans.
"I'm really sorry. I'll make it up to you." Siwon told me.
"You better." I mutter, giving him a kiss on the cheek.
Comments