When I compare myself to Siwon, I see myself different. Siwon has abs, I don't. I get totally annoyed when he likes to show them off to people. Siwon has some sort of pride when it came to his abs (and every other part of his body). He liked to see the reaction people had when they saw how good his abs are (I'm not going to lie, I think they are pretty good).

This absolutely annoys me to hell. Siwon likes to show his abs to people. Me on the other hand, really hate it. I don't understand why he needs to show them to anyone (This kind of connects to the 'I hate how he has so many fans' chapter). Fans enjoy him showing his body, women of all ages enjoy him showing his body, the other Super Junior members don't mind... Like I said before, I really hate it when he shows his abs.

Other than being jealous of people seeing Siwon's body, I get a little jealous of Siwon himself. Occasionally, I feel inferior. Truthfully, every so often, I would like to have abs as well. Not that I would actually give up my Starcraft and gaming time to go to the gym and exercise. Just, sometimes, I think it would be nice to have abs as well. It isn't a life long goal of mine, just a simple wish. They don't really how any importance to me, I just get annoyed when Siwon shows it off.

From the corner of my eye, I could see Siwon during our concert, he was going around and showing off his abs again. Did he like it that much when people cheered at his uncovered body. I couldn't help but glare at his act. I really despised it. I couldn't help but glare at him, not that Siwon seemed to mind at all. That was just how he was.

Leeteuk and some of the other members notcied my uncharacteristic glare. There were 3 reactions that came out of the Super Junior members. The first one was in initial smirk, seeing their maknae jealous was both amusing and cute. The second one was just sympathetic pity, they felt sorry for their maknae act in such a way. The third one was simply no reaction at all, couples went through those kinds of things.

I could see Leeteuk approaching me from the side. I turned my head.

"Hyung." I spoke with a slight hint of shock.

"You shouldn't glare like that during a show, many fans are here." Leeteuk told me.

"I know, I just can't help it." I replied a little sadly.

"Come on, you should be used to it by now. Besides, look at Kangin and I. Or even Donghae and Hyukjae." Leeteuk told me as I grimanced slightly.

"Firstly, that's because Kangin is in the army. And for Donghae and Hyukjae, they both have abs. It's even." I retorted as Leeteuk laughed.

"Well, why don't you get abs?" Leeteuk asked me.

"Even if I did have abs, I wouldn't show them." I replied.

"Why?" Leeteuk asked me.

"...?" I gave Leeteuk a 'don't you know?' type of look.

"Sorry. Stupid question." Leeteuk apologised.

"I already knew that." I teased slightly, not really feeling the mood for it.

"Don't worry about it. I'll tell you now, the more you get jealous, the more he enjoys it." Leeteuk whispered as he past me.

I turned my head to see Siwon smirking happily... When we arrive at the dorms he's going to get hurt...