If I Run Fast Enough

Description

You can't hide from yourself. The brightest smiles, the most tear-stained cheeks, they only tell so much of the story.

 

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I... honestly don't know why I'm doing this. I hate angst. But here I am, with... this. I have, lately, been really wanting to write, but at the same time I'm having a hard time putting the ideas in my head on paper (or Microsoft Word, as it were). Yeah... two research papers in as many weeks does that to a Senior ㅋㅋ. But I hope to update this fairly frequently (if I can trick anyone into thinking I'm actually a good writer lol).

OK. I'll leave it up to ya'll. Enjoy the Forward and tell me if you want me to continue ^^

(Also, this is my first real attempt at first person. I have always written in third, so we'll have to see how this works out...  ^^;;)

Foreword

 

     I feel myself teetering on the edge of the cliff, just one step away from taking that head first dive into the nothing-filled abyss of tomorrow. The laughter around me was rattling in my head, tearing me into little, bite-sized pieces. The wide grins, the smiling eyes…. I couldn’t escape them. They taunted me, leaving deep scars in my psyche. I want to cry, so they can see the damage they’ve wrought, but the tears don’t come. I stay stone-faced and bleeding, looking over the edge of death.

 

HepHapSTARLIGHT
I'm changing this to third person. I just can't do first. I've been completely at a loss at how to start, but now the story's revealing itself to me more & more

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-dem0ns #1
WOW
02taty
#2
Chapter 1: Awww.. that was so bittersweet... honestly at this point of time.. I really wish Tao n Kris sort out their differences n be frndz again.. Ships n all apart... but they genuinely cared for each other.. its heartbreaking how they drifted apart..
-Lils- #3
Chapter 1: I love this fic <3
rjbreezy #4
Chapter 1: Run by Epik High. Put on repeat, press play, and start reading.
qingzhu
#5
This was beautiful, I swear.
Best Taoris ever.
Haku_san
#6
*hitting myself* why till now I've read your fanfic? Oh God it's really amazing :'( How gentle and sweet it is. Your fic made me feel like I was watching a love story film. And I almost wanna cry! My emo changed many times. Angsty, worried and happy at the end. :') Tao deserved to be happy after all. Thanks Kris. BEST GENTLE KRISTAO FIC I'VE EVER READ.

I'm looking forward to your sequel too ;) I'm SuLay shipper, beside KrisTao ~ (please write SuLay author-nim xDDD)
Have a nice day ^^
legna_angel
#7
You kept your run theme all the way through the story and did it very well :) I like Tao's emo/loner character and I also like the way Kris snapped him out of it. All in all a very angsty, fluffy read that was enjoyable like my fave cappuccino (that is a high compliment because I live for two things: Taoris and Coffee, lol!)
--inspiritic
#8
Great story wonderful that Tao had met kris.