That night I sat on his couch as I waited for him to get ready. Suddenly, something hwrd hit me and I was surrounded by darkness.

I woke up, very weak and tired feeling. I saw Siwon pacing near me. "Hyung, I change my mind. I don't want to do this." 

I tried to stand and fell before Siwon caught me and held me bride-style. "We're so close," He whispered in my ear. "You can't quit now."

I sighed and let my head fall on his chest as he carried me to his room. 

"Yesung you have to relax. If you tense up it'll hurt even more - like a shot."

I felt his hands touch my face. My heart was racing and I couldn't control what came out of my mouth. "Then wouldn't we be in some deep ."

He put me on his bed and he said, "You can't talk either, or you'll die." I was too scared to tell if he was being serious or not so I just told him to shut up.

He told me to come closer so I did. I closed my eyes and stretched my neck as far as possible.

"I'm doing this because I love you, you know that, right?" He started.

I nodded and kept my eyes closed. He placed his hand on my chest, probably feeling for my heart beat.

That's when I realized that this would be the last time I would HAVE a heartbeat. He grabbed the back of my head, probably about to lean down to take my life, and my fear came back in a flash.

"Calm down," He kissed me, but only long enough to calm me down. I couldn't help but let a tear run down my face. Why had I asked for this? 

When I woke up again, I felt nothing. 

Was I dead?

No, I could see Siwon in the chair next to me reading. 

"Wonnie?"

He looked at me and smiled, brightly. He jumped up and grabbed me and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck as he kissed me. 

His lips no longer felt a bit strange, like they had before. They pushed against mine in a rough fight and his tongue followed. I let him take dominance as I got used to the new feeling. I bit his lip and he pulled back.

"What? Too soon?" I asked, pouting slightly.

He just chuckled. "No, it's just. . . You're fangs." He smiled and caressed my face.

Fangs? Oh yeah.

I just kissed him before I jumped out of his arms.

He was no longer a hundred times stronger than me.

I could get used to this.

"I got this for you," Siwon whispered in my ear from behind. He put a necklace around my neck. "For protection."

"Thanks," I couldn't help but smirk to myself. I felt like someone who had tricked an evil man into making me his evil queen. And that queen was about to take over.