Million Time Apology
Description
I'm sorry for caring for you...
For teasing you when you were in a bad mood...
For making empty promises...
For telling lies...
For saying 'Sorry' when I didn't really meant it...
.... For saying 'I love you' when I wasn't even in love with you then...
Foreword
"I'm so sorry.... Please... Don't leave...." I cried and grabbed onto his jacket's sleeve. I was kneeling in front of our room in the school dorm, crying my eyes out.
I shouldn't have done all that lying... I didn't know it would hurt him so much... I wanted to play, to start a joke. But the joke grew too big and I lost control. When he found out that I was lying, he screamed and shouted at me before packing his bags. He was leaving, and I didn't like that at all. I don't know why. My body acted on its own and started crying and begging him. A husky chuckle that was all too familiar pulled me out of my thoughts.
"Why? Why should I stay in this rotten place that is no different from hell? Why should I stay here and tolerate you and the stupid mistakes you made? Why? You don't even love me, so don't beg. I already had enough of your lies... Kim Jonghyun."
A joke that became too big... Caused the friendship of two young teenagers to break. It caused both of them heartbreak and of course... pain.
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